I realize that god has given me lots of opportunity

and I should re-pick up the dignity of being a man.

As I said , she has already owned her friend-circle.

It is the right time for me  to give up and close the  door of my heart.

I will regard her as my normal friend forever.

Recently, I received a gift for my another friend ,yu, which is a shampoo and a bottle of colured sand.

Also there are two letters inside and a photo of 墾丁 where she have a trip last year.

Abnormally I just saw one out of two letters.

In her letter, she mention if I could give her a chance to fall in love again with her.

The answer is absolutely "NO" simply because I have my imperative which is not falling in love will the same lady.

My dearest 沛雯, I have put my greatest effort for reconciliation but she insist of not reconciling .

Time can dilute grief, I believe. And I do not regret for what I done for you.

The ground between I and she have sunk .

Since when did we treated each coldly? I don't know.

It seems that the change was so natural that I can't sense it.

The wearing of rings and collapsible things will not mean the hope of reconciliation, but just for reminiscing the past and beauty.

Bygone are bygone. It is the last time to say.

I love you 沛雯, and have a merry christmas~

p.s my last thing want to do with her is to count down for the coming of Christmas and end my love at the same time. However, she reject my request.Therefore, eventually I just say Merry Christmas to her when the time comes to 0:00. And, she would never knows the meaning of this particular "count down".Merry Christmas to all .