近排唔知係咪因為佢(她)既返黎,我比之前.....,我對身邊的朋友(除左呀燕)少左一份安全感,好驚好似以前咁失去左一切...
果種被信任,被需要被珍惜的感覺我唔想冇左.以前所受的傷我唔想再係我身上出現.....
而家返學,唔知點解都會好空呀...特別係每個小息......
上個星期同呀燕傾完之後,唔知點解,佢雖然成日同我嘈,但我覺得佢係一個了解每一個人既事.....
我選擇佢既話,我可能會好開心,佢有冇返黎都好....我都冇改變.....
但係...因為呀珊...佢覺得呀珊因為成日俾佢忽略,所以佢冇可能會放棄呀珊而同我一齊....
佢成日咁對呀珊....唔知點解..呀珊仲可以對佢不離不棄.
正如我同呀燕咁諗一樣,點解咁多人like痴住佢,佢平時咁對人,你地仲可以唔放棄佢.....唉~~
而家佢會唔會擾亂我地而家既壯況,返番以前咁.....唉...對佢而家既佢...我覺得好無奈...
話嬲唔嬲,話憎佢?我又冇...唔知做咩.....唉....
希望佢快d返反去呀x果邊喇.....唔好搞咁多野喇.....
我咁煩,其實講真....由開學到而家...我完全係feel唔到佢係真係有當過我係朋友囉....
真係冇.......唔係既話....之前既野...就咩都冇發生...佢俾人既感覺好唔自然,好浮誇...係唔知佢想點....
唔係...之前就唔會有咁多人離開佢喇...
邊個之前對佢講既野...我諗都到期架喇.....唉...
而家返學,多左一份沉重,多左一份不安,少左一份安全感,少左一份友誼.....
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Just as the foretime, I want to be happy.The scar that don't need foretime once rowed on my body....
She comes back, making all changes..Make I again bothersome....
                                                                                          by:me