岩岩...我又喊到pk...痛到pk.....
黃醫生一早離又講左d野...佢話化驗醫生驗到我d淋巴有色素...如果驗到出離係有金屬成份..咁....就......唉~~~
一個人承擔一切真係好辛苦,要做一個好嚴重既決定就更加難....
隻腳一日比一日差落去.....成日都要打止痛針!!Cindy姑娘話都唔覺我痛既,打針都仲要笑住離打,唔通我成日喊苦喊忽對住你地咩??
我依家禁差既情況,一路都無同家俊同佢媽咪講過....每次佢地問起,我都話好好...無事.....唔想令佢地擔心.....失望.....
我send左個sms比家俊...內容係...."家俊...其實呢幾日我都好唔開心...每日我都喊...一路我都係你地面前扮無野!係我裡面,只有你先可以分擔我既唔開心,但我唔敢同你講...唔知點面對你同你屋企人!我覺得好大壓力,我都好想快d好番...但事實並唔係你所想!我都好驚呀!我真係好驚會無左你,我係好愛你架家俊...我好辛苦呀!!"
打呢個sms,我喊得仲犀利......
之後...佢都有打番比我,好溫柔咁問我.."你隻腳點呀?"
聽到佢把聲,我更加唔敢喊....而且仲要笑住同佢講野~~係電話度,我都係無講到我依家既情況......
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