Everything that seems disappointing me. The English class. the teachers, the school lessons, the people I care,etc. Although I'm not so depressed, I think something but change or the attitude or what. These days there were many things happen around me. But I think they are all not important. What is important for me? Maybe this can just be a question but never be an answer. I think of the school work and I know that many classmates are better than me. At the beginning of this year, I told myself to try my best and do the most excellent I can in the first period of S3. But have I really done it? The marks have told me the answer. Mabye we all give ourself too big pressure. When I heard some words said by a schoolmate in s3a, I thought I was so foolish. Everyone has a aim or dream. Mabye they want to be a lawyer or just want to travel to somewhere. It's important that they have a dream. But what about me? What do I want to go? to do? or to get? Nothing. Getting into a university, finding a good job are just the things I do to make money. In the composition, I always write the foolish people who make themself very hard or busy but not happy or they don't have a meaningful life. But I am worse than them. Because I even don't know what can I do. Or someone may say I am still young and I can think it later. I don't think so. Many ? but no .
SATISFACTORY IS IMPORTANT OR YOU WILL BE ANNOYED IN YOUR WHOLE LIFE. |