No one is more geek than me who drank Beer with strawberry.
At last, we got KFC and a so called MFC near our campus.
I can’t put my heart to go over for exam. All these days are wonderful for me. I have watched some favorite Japanese Music Events although through the Internet, and fool around with my classmates and enjoy a good meal. I am a movie-addicted who sits in front of the screen the whole 2 days.
It’s raining outside. But my heart isn’t crying inside. Actually, I hate this overcast and rainy days. But An Sama loves it. Always this kind of weather reminds me of him and something blue. I finally get the meaning and the connection of live and death because of you. The point of death is you can’t never ever meet the person again in your life no matter how great effort you make. Sometimes, I can’t walk out of the sadness. So far I have never experienced the separation of death between loved ones. Listening your songs, watching your lives, all remains in my mind is missing, pity, regret and lost. For you, you are glad to see people smile, keep moving on. I know you are flying in the sky to shine on us. You have magic to turn everything bright. Therefore, I should pass over all the weakness and sadness.
As a kid born in the summer, I love Summer, Blue Sky, Sunshine and Sea. I really get bore of the damn dim rainy day. Last night, I watched a movie called Hawaii Boy. I love the slogan “The most important reason why we come to this world is to meet a special one in our destiny”. The noisy and annoying social lives sucks but lives in this small island is peaceful and full of the milk of human kindness. There is a lovely lively and delightful old lady called Bi San. Most of us are afraid of being old, with the young girl’s heart, life is still filled with passion in the dry tree. I really love the scene of the movie, going to Hawaii comes to my mind so that I search some information about Hawaii. One day, I will go to this lovely place.
And there is another movie American Teen. It’s a documentary which sounds really reasonable and credible. When we are young what matters us is how to figure out who we are and which sorts of lives we choose in the future. All the period of being youth is struggles and fights between the parts of true self and the reality. When I was younger at the age of sentimental, I was always eager for the lives somewhere else. I was so dying for being adult and escaping from the small city. I was so confident that I could chase my dream. Now I find so helpless and hopeless to catch up things flowing from my hand. Fortunately, I am still the same me in spite of some ending up in failure and giving up halfway.
The last movie I watched is Happily Ever After. It’s about an out of date love story. Maybe I am already not young enough to be touched by such love story. But you know, I take a special liking to the story about the pure young couples with school uniform.
Now it seems rain stops and I am still considering should I go out for a walk. Gosh.
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