Ididn’t know what the fucking hell with my mind last night. So emotional as usual, no doubt it freaks me out, and always. Now I am OK. It’s not my business and why it bothers me? SHIT! Let it go.
What I gonna to say is about mushroom head. I went out again to have my hair cut today. For my fringe grows as fast as grass, which make me have haircut every month. Each time I tell Mr. Sing it and get the answer “ boring mushroom head again”. It sounds both funny and annoying, right? Does my mushroom head make myself look younger than my age? It comes more than 10 times people doubt about my real age. For instance, staff will obstruct me where Mark Six sold. I have no alternative but show them my ID Card. Sooooooooo awful. And mum laughs at me every time.
Everyone in FLC should know the lovely Chloe Ma who called Maruko. Certainly, she is one of my close friends. It’s not sweet to share the same nickname with her cos I am definitely different with her. Mr. Sing and Miss C do call me Maruko because of my hairstyle. Anyway, I don’t mind you guy call me this name. Call as you want, go ahead.
Even now Miss Q still call me BABY as we in high school. In the cartoon MARUKO, 花轮 calls Maruko baby. Accordingly, I give my dear Miss Q a new name 花轮. It seems unaccepted by her. But I don’t care. Hahaha~ I am the baby of 花轮 forever.
Is it a serious issue about footbridge? I can’t help laughing about it. I will never ever sleep beneath the footbridge. I mean life is still full of fun, right? I won’t end my life unless God take it.
Last but not least, today, a guy asked me whether I am a freshman. The words upset me while mixed up feeling come to my mind. I know there is less time leave to be a truly student. I am still immature as a year 4 student should be.
Suddently, It reminds me of the movie Adulthood.
“When I was , like, 15, All I wanted to do was get older, and now I am ,I can do anything I want .I can drink , vote , fuck, drive .I'm legally an adult .But I realized two things.
One, I would do anything to go get them years back.
Two, I never felt more alone. I've never felt more like a kid in my whole life”
