'De Girl of my Life'

Hey, i bet you guys have an accompany before huh..I do hope i get one....Haiz.....When will i understand girls????

($)($)As winter lay in front of my eyes.white particles with dust covering my head just like a mini igloo,I was on my way to a new school day.Chilling wind shivering my body,I was wondering what is  the feeling of a love couple, wether I will get one?Maybe...

I was on my way to my class, there were groups of people with chromosomes of XX passing in front of me, but a thought of simple girls appeared on my mind, some who like to fool around ,challenging their future, or even worse for show-off(sorry)..I continue to my class under the dim light of the sunlight.

In the nick of time,there was a girl I spotted with my eagle eye eventhought under such snowing condition, it was like 300 yards from me.Suddenly the song of 'Smoke in my eyes' channeling in my ears, there was slow-motion happening around me,I guess I was hit by a cupid arrow or something, is this really love?A feeling of stop breathing felt by me, there was a bright light on her,like an angel floating on her head playing some enchanting music....WAH!!Is this the micracle done by god to me?I was like a burning rocket going to get the astro satellite.But this feeling come to an end thanks to a @#$@$@ guy who pulled me into the class, but with my quick respond, my eyes were still dazelling at her.

As teachers were teaching during the first 5 periods before recess,my heart was strucked by lighting, fully under the control of her..Oh baby, I couldn't tell you, so good~!!(hahaha)I summon up my courage and after a seriously of thiking i decided to talk to her when i got the chance to meet her.The sound of bell finally sounds off,like usual I go to the canteen with friends to have some snacks before coming face to face with my ENGLISH teacher..de,de,de..As I walked into the entrance of the canteen.

The same feeling appear,another song by briney spear'Hit me baby 1 more time' playing in my ear..This time, I told myself that chance only came once, I decided to walk to her and tell her ignoring my friends.At this very monment,there was a people with chromosome of XY walking foward her,I quickly faster my steps towards her like Michael Jackson,and took this opportunity to look at the watch to remember the time so that next time I can remember this date and time, it was 10.07A.M. I have no ideas why the guy walk faster than me althought I was about 200 metres from that girl.

The worst part happened,the guy were holding peanut butter jelly bread(spotted by my eye again) and hold her hand and gave her, his eyes were like fully charged using ENERGIZED battery giving current to that girl's eyes.As I witness this scene, my heart were broken to thousands of pieces like my mum chopping a few garlic.This time, there was a #@$% guy playing the music of 'Oh baby why,would you hurt me so long? please let me know'

On that day I decided to become a monk ingnoring my studies,I would save up my pocket money given by my mum everyday to buy a ticket at www.airasia.com to China and visit shaolin temple.Why? OH Why?As now I was 52 years olds, 5 times champion of world Tai Chi competition writing this blog, as those who read, I hope you don't get the same fate as I do..Good luck...!!!

WARNING:This is definetly not talking about JENNY!!!!!! DON"T get blur, and those who suffered the same fate, please contact me to share some feeling and thoughts...Thanks and please don't eat peanut jelly bread!

A desperate soul seeking something in his life.....

Waiting for changes yet new obstacles lay in front of the path...

New nightmares challenge him to sleep...

New enemies unstabiling his safety..

    This is "Part of one's Life~'

(+)(+)Have you ever wonder what foolish things have you done in the past,who have you hurt?What upset feeling have you caused?Well...i do...Another daylight passes in front of my naked eyes, laying on my bed under the reflection of shinning stars thinking of the past.Asking myself some silly questions, and it drifted me to a enchanting world of my past...

      I was a kid back then with a confuse mind.Not knowing what is right or wrong.It started out in a school day,i was a school prefect, a lazy one i guess.....Everytime the chinese lessons begin, i awlays desperately wan to leave the class, cause i dislike the teacher and i didn't do a mountain of homework given by her..My results was not flying with colours..The worst part is, lies come out from my sexy lips(just kidding) when she ask me questions.....I didn't know what to do with an empty mind..Soon she reliased everything was just a bluff.My heart was pumping very quick when i was in her class during the chiense lesson.Finally she yelled out: "Lee Han He,how long did you wan to continue like this..Everyday i had breakfast with ur mum( a dentist in the school) lieing her that your homework was done, your grades were top in the class but yet u dissappointed me.Have you ever consider the hardwork done by your parent to give you a nice education,what have you done to honour her?"......At that sec,i can felt the body heat, the pumping sound of my heart.It was a shame and a big lost during a war...I went home silently with a hole in my heart tat day.

    At night i was thinking this problem feeling very desperate,unthankful,useless,disguised..I was planning to escape from this problem once and for all, therefore i planned to run away during the full moon..I set an alarm clock at 3 o clock...After a few hours of sleep, the sound of an alarm finally tricker off.My eyes were open staring emptly into the air.My mind recall the problem again..I didn't know what to do,the courage once in my heart disappear.So i decided to wait for tommorow and continue to sleep.'ho,Ho time for school' my mum say..My body was lazy to move thinking the same problem but i continue to get prepared.Like ussual i follow my mum's car to school... As soon as i get into the car, a gospel lay on the seat beside me.I reached out my cold hand and openned it, so many lyrics lay inside it.Without any reason my heart sings the songs inside it,thinking of asking god's help....Soon, the car come to a stop in front of the traffic lights,many cars were waitting for their turns..At this monment, my desperate heart and my mind was very confusing...My shoulder was like bearing a heavy cross..I was thinking the same action i should have taken last night.By looking at the car's door, my heart was pounding hard again,thinking of what should i do next.Fingers started to shiver under the cold temperature in the car..Rising in the mid-air my hand reaching towards the door. (+)(+)