記得上個月既今日,,好開心、好期待,,因為上個月既今日係我既生日,,佢地一齊同我慶祝,,果時仲以為擁有左一班好好既朋友,,點知只係過左１個月就搞成咁,,今日我無返學,,天主教鳴遠中學無容納我既地方,,鍾意既人，永遠唔會鍾意我,,朋友，有＝無,,今日我以呢幾個理由而唔返學,,我同我ａ媽講我頭痛唔想返學,,今日我逃避晒所有人,,我真係唔知點面對佢地,,我驚見到佢地，我會喊,,我驚我今日一邊當值，一邊喊,,我驚比佢見到我喊,,我好驚比人見到我喊,,唔想唔想真係唔想,,朋友，真係要咁樣咩？朋友，真係唔可以真心相對咩？尋晚，講真，真係喊左好多,,究竟係邊個既問題？究竟關我咩事？佢地２個鬧交，唔鍾意對方,,做咩要拉我落水？我只係想有一班好朋友姐,,點解要搞成咁？我發覺中
二甲班真係無朋友可言,,我唔鍾意咁樣，點解一定要咁樣？表面扮晒無事，但係個心好憎果個人,,我真係做唔到，點解佢地可以做到？我真係未試過好憎好憎一個人,,但係尋日開始就已經有,,好ｄｏｗｎ好ｄｏｗｎ,,究竟係咪真係搵個講得心事既朋友都咁難？
當初係你叫我同你地一齊玩,,但係宜家你咁樣算係點？如果真係咁，當初做咩要叫我同你地一齊？開心？真係好開心咩？係，同你地一齊，我起碼搵返ｄ快樂,,但係．．宜家仲可以搵到咩？我真係好唔想返學．好唔想好唔想,,見到你地，我真係唔知點,,尋晚小惠問我：你係唔係唔同我地玩？我有咩？乜唔係你地唔彩我咩？我仲可以點？就當我係衰人，我真係唔想再講呢個問題,,
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