今朝個天都ok好喇,,不過去到坑口又係落雨,,呢排成日都落雨= =都唔知點搞,,today is day1,,day1係1個ok好既日子,,因為我知道今日要body check,,所以著左pe衫,,今個禮拜成個禮拜都係著pe衫,,聽日當值又著,後日pe堂又著,,我驚著到件衫臭晒,,聽日搽d香水先(只係講笑)數學堂,miss好嬲,,鬧我地班鬧到好激氣,,呢排d老師都成日鬧我地,,我知道佢地係為我地好,,我地都係受硬唔受軟,,鬧左可能真係會好d,,唉∼老師都講得岩,,我地再唔比心機讀書,,第日要追都追唔到架喇/.\所以我要好比心機咁讀書,,歷史同中史堂都好悶,,不過我都有聽書,,呢2科可能就係我中4要讀既其中1科黎架喇,,仲有,我a哥都要我讀好呢2科,,我做到,我一定做到,,經公堂,完全係唔洗上,,對將來,我覺得呢科係無乜用,,仲有,個老師好廢= =音樂堂,再次望去佢班房,,佢又係用背脊對住我= =我發覺我真係放低唔到,,但係我已經放左好多架喇,,lunch,見到佢好多次,,因為我地落左2樓,,只要每天能見你一面就夠,就算只是擦肩而過,,或許你我只不過一秒的眼神接觸,,也許我真的放不下你,,中文堂,都ok好喇,,都係響笑聲中度過,,之後週會變左body check,都好無奈下,,果個量血壓果舊野整到我好痛><之後我收到= =速成果個,,佢叫我放學去參加決賽@@我竟然岩左78%但係我唔想去啵,,我好驚我會第尾,,放學,我即刻走左落電腦室同林sir講我唔參加,,之後,唉∼我都唔知我應該點,,我真係好唔鍾意果個人,,係好憎好憎果隻,,我知我地係同學,我地唔應該唔鍾意果個唔鍾意呢個,,我都希望大家可以一齊,,可能因為分派大家都分開左,,對大家既感覺都唔同左,,我做唔到,表面上無事,但係心裡好憎佢果種,,我講左希望你地唔好嬲我,,呢d只係我自己既感受,,只係我想講我真係好唔鍾意佢,,呢2日我真係有d嬲,,你可以話我小器,可以話我衰,,呢一刻我真係好想喊,,因為咩事,我唔知,,但係唔該當你地同佢一齊既時候,唔好行過黎搵我,唔好同我講野,,如果唔係,我真係唔知道我會做d咩野,,我真係忍受唔到佢,,唔該理一理我既感受,,之後去左m記食野,,我真係唔知留響學校可以做咩,,反正都無人理我,,
突然間,我好想轉校,,唔知點解,發覺天主教鳴遠中學無容納我既地方,,鍾意既人,永遠唔會鍾意我,,朋友,有=無,,
個結果真係好,,好妙,,如果你覺得咁樣比較好的話,我不會介意,,我只覺得很可惜,,因為我已經失去了1個我認為你是我真真正正朋友的朋友,,
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