^  -  ^

(=  囧  =)

O1        1O

U --- U

最後

也完成畫好這隻小白兔

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最近的人

蠻是很沮喪

也情緒化

不時會突然生氣起來

心裡

沒有開心過

即使面上擠出那看來沒事的笑容

一點也不開心

因為

我連笑的權力也沒有

活該

傷害了最不能傷害的人

儘管

嘗試笑起來

不到一秒又下來了

心痛

我沒有人可以傾訴

不能告訴家人

又怕朋友嘲笑

所有事都一力承擔

自行解決

結果

搞得一亂嘈

混脹

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我已沒勇氣再說任何話

怕妳又討厭我

但

見妳最近上課有講有笑

也該挺不錯

不開心

也我來承擔了

因為這是報應

傷害妳的人

不得好死

夠絕吧

不會再說故事

心裡的故事

再也不會出現在世上

我答應妳了

不能再有什麼那些年

什麼女主角

這都是垃圾

垃圾

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不開心

就只能畫這隻小白兔

自己與自己聊天

自我安慰

小白兔

妳會陪我過著這永無止境的悲哀嗎

 會

 ^  -  ^

( ●  •  ● )

O1        1O

U -- U

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 I think

this is the last choice to talk my story

I

am so disappointed for myself

I can't believe that I hurt a girl

my friend

a 5-years friendship friend

I am sorrowful

since a month

I want to cry 

at night

when everyboby were sleeping

I cried in my sheet

You may ask me

why you care about her

I can only say that

she is a more important girl in my life

She helps me too much

by the way

it is useless what i say

she

don't talk to me anymore

whenever

whereven

we hasn't any eye contact even now

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I don't know

when

will we stop the cold war

may be tomorrow

next month

next year

forever

or not

I

don't know

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finally

i am singing the blues

I hope 

you can have a wonderful life

as I may can't to be your forever friend

I

will wait for you

and listen that

you talk to me

or

say hi

it's true

not story

OK

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