this christams was nothing specail.just cold....went out with friend in one of the christams day,i never go out with friend in christams day,family dont let me.but dont know why they tell me to go out....just dont want to hide in room again.feel so bad.but if they let me go out next christams,i wont go.such a boreding time,so many people,just the bright is quite beautiful.but still sounds not good.i need james...you promise me you would come over to be with me in this christams.i will wait untill that day...im not mad you say nothing and then just gone,i just afraid u feel alone now.i want be with you so much.

sorry to dad...i dont mean to not reply your email..just becaue of Taiwan's Earthquake at wenesday.it broken hk a few interest line.then i just cant get into the interested.hope you like my card for you and mom.i have nothing  can give you and mom,just my heart can give.i will reply and see as soon as.dont mad me,im sorry.

 now,,,no one to talk with,no one understand my feeling.no one like you that understanding,no one like you that care of me.no one like you,i feel this world is not fair.my mom tell me this world in fact is a not fair world.i dont know what to say...i will know when i grow more up.

"james,i saw myty pic,he is very cute and lovely.i want myty to be our son.thanks dadxx"

mom,whats happen to you?i not hear from you,i want chat with you and hear you say you love me.im worried about you...i know dad now feel so tired and need you so bad.mom be strong ok......time can make you feel more better.this dairy is your james and you and dad.did you visit my dairy these day?it would be very nice if you like my web site.it make me want to type everything from my heart.mom we will join james soon ok.dont leave dad and me and your family now!!we all need you......ok?

i love you