today is not my day.....oh we lose a lots thing at this week.our car,money,pet.....oh whats the bad luck.but i know after the bad luck is the good luck coming!!!!!!! take it easy.....!!!!

ready my exam......james i love you!!

today have school.....im just home from school.im not happy now.always have something happen in school.i dont like a classmates,always make me so mad!oh fine,forget it.life always have bad thing coming to you.im just waititng the good luck.oh james wish you were here..............

today is sunday,used to chat and spend time with james.but now i can still have mom and dad to chat with,feel so happy.well,so cold this morning,freeze.........oh myty is so cute,ha......very lovely to have a son.you happy?dont forget to come to get us,if not........i will follow you go everywhere and drive you crazy.i wish i could do that though,because i dont know where are you now.at last you should let me know whats your feeling and what you really want me to do.james,why dont you come to my dream?only a night is enough..do you know mom and dad miss you so much....bless dad get well soon ok james.we all waiting for you!!i will take care of mom and dad soon,you dont have to worry about us.we are lives good and miss and love you so much.

this christams was nothing specail.just cold....went out with friend in one of the christams day,i never go out with friend in christams day,family dont let me.but dont know why they tell me to go out....just dont want to hide in room again.feel so bad.but if they let me go out next christams,i wont go.such a boreding time,so many people,just the bright is quite beautiful.but still sounds not good.i need james...you promise me you would come over to be with me in this christams.i will wait untill that day...im not mad you say nothing and then just gone,i just afraid u feel alone now.i want be with you so much.

sorry to dad...i dont mean to not reply your email..just becaue of Taiwan's Earthquake at wenesday.it broken hk a few interest line.then i just cant get into the interested.hope you like my card for you and mom.i have nothing  can give you and mom,just my heart can give.i will reply and see as soon as.dont mad me,im sorry.

 now,,,no one to talk with,no one understand my feeling.no one like you that understanding,no one like you that care of me.no one like you,i feel this world is not fair.my mom tell me this world in fact is a not fair world.i dont know what to say...i will know when i grow more up.

"james,i saw myty pic,he is very cute and lovely.i want myty to be our son.thanks dadxx"

mom,whats happen to you?i not hear from you,i want chat with you and hear you say you love me.im worried about you...i know dad now feel so tired and need you so bad.mom be strong ok......time can make you feel more better.this dairy is your james and you and dad.did you visit my dairy these day?it would be very nice if you like my web site.it make me want to type everything from my heart.mom we will join james soon ok.dont leave dad and me and your family now!!we all need you......ok?

i love you

hoho....christams is coming soon......

well,just being so cold.....mean nothing to me.

but i always have you in my heart.

sister put out the christams tree,ha....so bright

dad and mom going trip at new year....but i just want to stay at home.

dont want go no where.....oh dont want do nothing.

im not lazy,,,i just have no mood.....

oh big exam is coming soon,im so scare........hope i could pass........

heard 2nd dad said mom not feel so well........im so worried.....

i love you 2nd mom,want be with you