so cold...... no snow though in hong kong.

today was saturday.done my work after,then chat with 2nd dad a while,went to grandma's home for dinner.gald to heard mom feel more better.i feel happy as well.i miss mom and dad a lots.

take care in the cold winter!

went to central with mom and sis saturday.was nice but tired.just not have a good mood for shopping,so cold...i remember last year we had some very nice time.i missed so much.

the weather is so cold day after day.feel unsafe.....dont know why,just have a strange feeling.well,i really feel so hard at this time.........my school have so much pressure,my parents hopeful....oh i dont know if i can still handle it and pass my exam or not.sometimes i told my baby what im feel,he always suppoet me made me feel im the luckly people in the world.but now i have to tell myself to be resolute.i always tell myslef that i will have him someday,so soon..but at face,i really feel so hurt.i really want to share my feeling with my 2nd mom.i want tell her what i feel.i will love her like my baby did.i know i would never do as the same like him,but i try my best to make mom happy.losing the one is very sad,but time will make everything to be normal.

hope mom know i love you.baby i know you are now watching at me,right?i missed you a lots a lots a lots.can i have you in my dream tonite?can you at least let me see you in the real......thats my only dream.please! let me have you......

today have school.nothing special,a bit sleepy at school,dont have a nice sleep last nite.oh dont know why.....i chated with 2nd dad last nite(sounds last nite),i feel so sad when i know that james make a thing for me.thats around my neck is a heart.i feel so sweet but sad.the hot tears welled up in my eyes.but im really happy,no wonder why him told me before have something for me.but he dont tell me at that time.but now i finally know.thank you anyway baby james.i love you always

hope my 2nd mom doing good and get well as soon as,i love you a lots.hope u can see my dairy.it always welcome you.dad is doing so busy at the time i can tell.hope dad have time to relax soon and have a good life with mom.james always be with us,right?

GOD bless my 2nd dad and mom!

today have school.....oh dont know why i just act like a fool....i wanted to pay attention,but......i try..today was so cold and rain,i feel so alone.i miss my james so much.i know i will be fine later,i need time.

my friend asked me to go to usa this summer hoilday to visit a friend.i want to go,i want to see james so bad,,wait me baby,i will be coming soon

p.s.i know u can see my dairy....i love you

james,i love you forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wont forget what we have.

you are my love always.

dear you are my only one!