today had happy and unhappy..happy was i being with james........unhappy was today i feel so strange,sorry my friends.....i not mean to do that,hope ur guys forgive me...lol...i know ur guys will anyway,even though they not really know read english....sorry but i want my james to read it.hope fds can learn to read my dairy.u know james is the first in my heart.i have to care about him.i feel so loved tonite be with you love!mmmmm..

B:nothing

l:rice noodles,meat rice,oil beef

t:milk candyx1

d:rice,fish,chicken,a slice of meat

today was nothing special.just i ate all cake,i feel so awful><so bored now....i go nite.........

B:cookies,chocolates

l:noodles,beef,rice,chicken (not so much)and something i dont know how to type in english

t:a big cake=.= ,coke

d:rice1/2,a cup of vegetable,meat,fish

today raining dogs and cats,all wet.,thats awful..oh!i hate that chinese teacher,that man always just talking himself and his gf,oh he already 60yrs old!!cant wait to see he marry=.=maybe he will marry early than me.hehe.. i dont know..hope my hushand find me soon.after english,we went to lunch,then i bought 5 boxs marks,i go crazy..but i really love to buy something like that^^i want to eat ice cream,but fds say they dont want get fat,so we just run away the ice cream shop,i not want fat too!went back to school,my body more wet.so mess......awww...after school i thought i have to test again,but the history sir dodnt ask me to stay,oh he told me that i was pass on the test!i happy i want yell.then i run to home maybe i could catch james,but baby didnt reply me,guess u busy,it's ok..i find something do and eat,thats not too bad,still have fun.i will add my meat on that dairy,let your guy see what im eat,am i eat so little lol?i know not.oh i go have dinner...

B:cakex1,applexhalf
l:rice,beef steak,vegetable.....chocolate milk
t:snack,2 eggs
dinner:a cup of vegetable and chicken wings

yesterday was my birthday,im so excited......i got many gifts of fds and family.but most of it is snack haha,they all know i like eat,thats not bad,i can eat all of them!!at lunchtime,my fds is celebrate with me!haha,im so happy  that birthday cake look so cute@@ i love the letters on the cake,thats what i want to have!!thanks of all my fds!your guy are so so so nice,i love them...if james were here,that must a wonderfull birthday.i would never forget that day,i got a big happy and got a big sore.......i got hurt of my ass when i home.oh thats make me going to die feeling....so pain!!when i feeling pain,i just think of my james,oh help me baby.............i stay at home today,i cant sit down so much...sore!!!!!!i want cry...........but also i feel so happy...fds will go out have dinner with me at satuday night.i need eat more and more.baby didnt IM me for 2 days,maybe he so busy..but i still love u and want you though.later...

love BBj...

miss dear

today was nothing funny.the weather is really really scorching hot.i going to die....oh thats very hard time.now give me some ice.cover all over my body!!i need......luncky,we are open air-con now,not too hot.but not enough cold.james hurry give me ice kiss.miss u,u gone for a few days already  awwww baby..............love u, i go niteeeeeeee