hope u not mind what i wrote here.i know all my mistakes.dont feel bad to see this.i know i wrote wrong thing.my mind have too many things that make me feel so down.i never know i could love you so deeply.but i really do.plx my dear,i dont ever want you to boubt the way i feel or how much happier i am because of you.baby i really love you and care a lots of you.you always is my baby.i will not let you go.i catch you whatever you go.love u.thank you resent email for me.i know what you want me too know.you are a nice guy,you care a lots of me.

now i know everything i done for you is a vain attempt.i never have two in same time.i can not do that.thats so cheap.i am in entire to love you.but now u say im just play and lie.i felt very insult.if you think that way,i can say nothing.u let me know that you are not really that love me.because love someone is not that.i know i have do something wrong,i should tell u at nov at once.but i know u must say,oh i see,u go,it's ok.go to have ur reality.but thats not what i want.i not want every guy in the reality,i just want u even u are not true for me.even now,i still feel so hurt.u not understanding me.thats all.but i want u take care of yourself.dont think of me.u must have a good life.xxxxxxx

today was nothing,i ate many oil food,get fat awwwwwwww~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ya,i thought a bra,quite small,i should chance a bigger size maybe.i feel so tired,school have a geographic inspect tomorrow,7:25am-5:30pm.oh...........hiking and hiking.i guess i should wake up at 6:00am,because i have many thing to do in am.i wanna bring many snack and hand cream.if not i will death.haha..baby was gone today.missed u real bad...........

not so happy today.

Ahhh..awwww a boy ask a girl.whats ur name?my name yuki,u?my name james. oh,im silly. nitee*