I couldn't believe.

this morning when I was still dreamily walking out to my bedroom and heading for the toilet,

I heard my dad's voice at the back, calling ''What are you doing?''

How weird. What were I doing?

Curiosity filled up my mind. Well, I was going to the toilet and getting ready for school.

'' Typhoon signal no.8 has been hoisted up,'' his voice was so tranquil, like there's nothing special at all. Then I noticed that he was

sitting so calmly on the sofa, his eyes sticked on the TV screen.

My heart was pounding and my mind was reeling.

A Strike? No school today? Was that real or was it merely a friendly joke?

I looked out of the window, through which I saw shaking and beating trees in that tempest,

just like someone dancing fiercely and shaking their head frantically in enjoyment.

A few cars were speeding by, splashing water onto the pavement,

like somebody rushing down the road, scurrying for shelter in dire straits

The torrential had made everything outside so misty, so grievous.

The thin veil had hidden all the beauty of the figure of the environment.

Everything, in a mist of peace, in a piece of silence white.

'' And you think that I'd make such a serious joke on you to trick you?'' his voice rang into my ears.

It was just understandable of my sick surprise,

cos I'd really never experienced a strike because of an extreme weather condition before , 

or else there might have been one but that part of my memory had already faded far away.

I just needed a check to make sure that before getting excited

With a haste glance at the left-hand corner of the TV screen, which showed the weather today,

I couldn't help but excitedly yelled out

Yeah !! An extra holiday !! It's real !! It's miracle !!

But initially a guilty feeling boiled up my whole body.

A day without learning, without friends, without stupid laughings,     all in school

What about the quiz?! I've been diligently preparing for it last night.

I hoped it's not a waste of memory, or even, time

Somehow it's bad to have a school strike, wasn't it?

Then I began imagining what would my friends felt  when they heard about.

Dad told me to go back to take a few more hours of sleep.

But I was just to excited to sleep for even a second.

The end was that I only tossed about in my bed for around two hours, but without real deep sleep.

The reason was that I was too thrilled. It sounded crazy but it was all that I felt.

My mind was spinning so fast but so blankly I didn't really know what'd been happening

No lies.

at all

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So I began my surprise holiday at home..

and continued to read my books by Mitch Albom, and others.sss..ss.....

A Day of Rest and Rain.

親愛的表弟表妹你們的信我都收到了

表妹你還是跟我從前認識你那個一樣

從你給我寫的話語和畫圖中,

我彷彿看見了你純真,可愛,靈動的模樣和笑臉

我真不了解為甚麼你總是那麼開心

每次遇見你,你紅樸樸的臉蛋兒總掛着如花般燦爛的笑靨

你那清脆如鈴的笑聲總恰似清新的明媚陽光,沐浴其中,把心靈上的煩悶逐一洗滌

有時看到你.我會想.自己小時候也是這樣喜容滿面嗎.

沒有煩惱.憂愁的.充滿童真的笑

這樣真誠的一笑,總好比假情假意的甜言蜜語.

雖然現在的我總在朋友面前怎樣也強顏一點兒歡笑

可是它不已經變了質嗎.每個人的笑總多少的比幼年時的笑變了質

不是天真瀾漫的笑容.而是為了在朋友面前裝着開心快活的一樣帶點虛偽的笑容

所以我在家中總不常常笑的.

記得表妹你說過在汕頭沒有大哥姐疼愛.因為妳在那邊就算你最大了

你已經是大姐姐了

可是我還比你更大

你希望得到姐姐的疼愛

所以要是你來香港或者我到汕頭(機會率太微了),

我一定找機會好好的疼你一番啊.我一定會陪着你跟你逗玩跟你談笑

不過也不知道要待多久以後的事了

表弟啊.我可愛的表弟.

很謝謝你畫給我的生日蛋糕

雖然我看了老半天都看不懂那亂糟糟的究竟是甚麼.連舅父也是猜不懂

可是當我記得你打電話來說你給我畫了個生日蛋糕時

我就依着這個概念摸索你畫的'生日蛋糕'

最後又搞了一大半天終究才看得出來

唉.誰教你的表姐那麼笨呢

可是我還是很喜歡你那幅畫.6歲的時候我畫得還比你糟呢.

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大舅父早上返回汕頭了

記得他第一天來的時候我真是歡喜得不知怎樣了

你給我看了一段很搞笑的影片.害得我整天都在咯咯的笑

連爸媽舅父一邊看時都在笑.可想這短片是真的多麼鬼馬.

你買了糖果給我和表妹.我馬上就偷吃了一塊(儘管我已經刷了牙)

你還給了我紅封包呢.真是太謝謝你了

你喜歡在我們全家都沈默地看電視的時候妙語解頤,使人總覺得輕鬆愉快

哎呀大舅父你總是那麼會逗人樂呢.

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最近大廈外在塔棚架.牽繩索.進行翻新

可是傻豬般的我一看見窗戶外繩索都搖來晃去的

我總幻想着要是把外面的繩卡擦的給我剪了下來,

上面在翻新的工人們不就會摔得死去活來嗎

可是我這想法真惡毒.爸爸嘻嘻說如果我這樣的話一定會版人告謀殺

麻麻說沒有人像我一樣那麼有空閒去幹這無聊透頂的事

還有我還想.如果工人爬繩的時候,我把繩索拉了進屋子內

工人會有甚麼反應呢

又或者在工人爬到我窗前漆油的時候

我就去跟他打個招呼.看他怎麼辦.哈哈

打完個招呼還可以彈些曲子給他聽

然後問你說:怎麼樣?我彈得不錯吧.我肯定他一定會無奈得緊呢

哈哈.小小的翻新工程已經使我遐思聯翩了.

要是有些更有趣的事兒.我的聯想力一定會在我的腦子裡盛放出一朵朵更燦爛豐富的花呢

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昨天在家中呆着沒事做

就趁麻麻睡着的時侯掃地啊收拾收拾的

每次掃地的時候總要戴上眼鏡的

要不然就看不清地上的塵埃兒啦.

說起眼鏡啊.我已經很久沒有戴過了

自從暑假開始就沒戴着.矇矇矓矓的看着這個變化多端的世界有時候也很好的

至少能夠當作看不清某些事的始末而得過且過去

而且似是給世界添上了輕輕的薄紗

遮蓋去一切的醜陋的瑕疵,只剩下美麗可愛的事物

陶陶然的甚麼都宛如更燦麗迷人.玲瓏剔透了

在鏡子中我看見了自己戴上了眼鏡的模樣

看得很不慣.而且戴得很不慣.好像眼鏡隨時都要滾下鼻樑

而且四周都太清晰奪人了.醜的美的一概盡收眼底

這種感覺好像從前第一次戴上眼鏡似的.很不自然

哎呀!!!!我不喜歡這樣.我不要戴眼鏡.我..寧願在矇矓的世界中活下去.

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這個日誌其實很久以前已經想荒廢了它.

可是每次下定決心後卻又軟了下來

我不捨得

我想把自的感受都寫下來

我喜歡寫日記

並不是要給其他人看

只是希望將來的我好好的回味回味

也許會心微笑

也許憶起一些開心的時刻

重溫我現在是怎樣的生活.怎樣的感受

我深信我長大了以後一定沒有這般心思寫日記的了

我發現了最近很多人到訪家中

e.g.表哥.叔公叔婆.表姑姐.大舅父.x嬸嬸.x伯伯 等等

而且又是去稻香飲茶

每次帶着書去看免得無聊的時候

別人總是說我勤力....唉這教我怎地回應好

那麼其他人不看書就是懶惰?!

我就自己知道這不叫作勤力,而是叫作消遣

只覺得他們都很煩.整桌人就只我一個孩子.又沒人陪我聊聊.

那麼與其夾在中間呆呆的看着他們滔滔不絕地談這談那而我卻又答不上話

有本書來給我閱閱總是好的

總之我就是最恨這種人.憎恨在心中.厭惡在懷裡

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這個星期都差不多沒甚麼上街去

圍棋&modern dance & aerobic等等的都因冷氣機的問題取消了

不過琴卻要照學.

我想說的是我總不會放棄Fantaisie-Impromtu 這首悽美而動聽的樂曲的

雖然它是我學琴的生涯中碰過最難的一首曲

但我相信只要有恆心.既然鐵杵都能磨得成了.那麼這首曲就沒理由練不成的

所以我管它是演奏級程度的不是,我就不信我不能征服它.

我說過我還要把它演奏得感情豐富生動地給家人聽

nothing is impossible

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倚天屠龍記#8 我已經等了你差不多半個月(有了吧?!)

為甚麼你總是不出現的呢

你不知道我在惦記着你嗎.

就好像個無依無靠的婦人在家中殷殷切切的期盼着她遠處出征打仗的夫君無恙地歸來

就好像個迷失方向的小孩.在茫茫人海中絕望地,使盡氣力地豎起耳朵來,去搜索他親愛的媽媽急切呼喚着兒子的聲音

我就是這樣的盼着.盼着.連脖子都給盼得長了.

卻打聽不到倚天的消息.痕跡

第六次到圖書館去追尋你的下落

一次一次的給了我希望,卻一次一次的讓我失望

每到了那個曾經有你的書架.我總發狂似的找着

甚至連劉美子都好像有責任似的幫忙着四處翻找

可是.你昔日的影縱已經驀地從不知那天開始消失了.再也尋不着

留下的只是你那忠實的讀者-我-瘋頭瘋腦的.為打尋你下落而團團轉

你就那麼忍心躲藏在別人的家中. 而讓我為你急如星火嗎

唉..算了吧.我好像有點傻傻的了.

連話都說得糊塗了.

那乾脆不再說了

免得愈說愈糊塗下去

省得給別人笑話

我還是安份守己的在家中翻翻看那本'四世同堂'吧

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oh my gosh. 1st of September is around the corner

shortly i will have to face all the troublesome school matters

and still i haven't packed the things so thoroughgoingly yet

handicapped in thinking about what do bring to school

my homework...my schoolbag of course.my files and all those stuff

and ...what else....perhaps ..yes.i can't forget to bring back my brain and all my knowledge,

which have been hid inside by me during this lazy summer in the corner of my wardrobe

i have to take them all back to school, to greet the new day of my F3 life

nobody can learn without brain, can't we?!

and ....i just can't think of anything else i should take with me.

i guess i have to check them out by calling some of my fds to confirm it

frankly speakly, i really don't want to go back to school

I suppose I've already got bogged down in my lazy lifestyle

tightening myself and being in high spirits to prepare for school day

will be truly and definitely the most difficult thing to do in the world

only there's one point that i can't resist to like school is that i can meet

all my dear and nice friends and teachers

being able to gain knowledge and learn is not concluded in the reasons why i LIKE school

and this point is often misunderstood by my classmates and fds

learning is the responsibility of students

I have to confess that I actually absolutely hate learning

the reason why i diligently learn and study is that knowledge is the thing everyone needs

a person without much knowlegde and wisdom will be rejected from our society,

and will be forced to live a humble and poor life

it is hard to resist the conclusion that in this modern and competitive world,

everyone attaches great importance to education

in order to have a comfortable future and get the upper hand when we have to find a job ,

we all can't but to gain as much as knowledge as possible

i work hard, to face the world

i work hard, to get a good job in the future

i work hard, to gain the wisdom to tackle the problems and troubles in my daily life

i work hard, to own a good manner so others cannot look down on me

although learning is a hard journey,

nobody can neglect its importance

i've never ignored how important learning is

i've made a goal at the beginning of the summer holiday

however, laziness kicked me down on my road to reach my target

it failed

but it encourages me to reach a even higher goal in the future

i have to chase back all my wasted time

and i will waste no time in my F3 life.

this is what i hope , and what i promise