噚日用左大半個鐘打diary.....點知個"佢"字變哂做亂碼,真係xxxx....激死人啦! 識睇就睇啦! 唔識睇就算啦! 無時間再打啦! 今日一起身就開始溫Biology,o岩岩溫哂.....等間溫多次History...太多測驗啦! 聽日Biology...星期二就History小測...星期三就係中文....星期四Biology默書....星期五Chem默書,再加英文Listening....呢個星期又full左啦! 真係唔係講笑....上個星期諗住唔打diary,點知條氣頂唔順,死都要打! 聽日講真,真係未必有時間打呀! 聽日Lunch之後,就走人,去西區體育館打羽毛球第二場分組賽,之後又要補習,番到黎又要溫History....very busy!!

講下噚日仲未講完o既野.....有時一下子唔係好記得,依家記起又再打過....kaka!! 可能我個人係怪怪地,同左一個人反左面,之後又發覺又無咩,想friend番,通常我都唔會同o個個人講番野......今次佢實話我老屈佢! 跟住就肯定鬧我一餐.....費事咁樣衰呀! 我都唔知點解會覺得佢係鍾意LA,如果淨係因為佢成日同LA一齊而咁話佢o既話,我覺得好多女仔都會俾我咁話lor......我覺得佢係咁,並唔係因為呢個理由! 係因為佢成日阻住我,我覺得......如果唔係鍾意佢,又做咩阻住我....又成日話我唔得,身為我好朋友都要"踐"多兩腳......呢個時候,我就好懷疑我係咪信錯左你,係咪錯選你呢個好朋友.....明知我o個時無咩信心,需要身邊好朋友o支持,俾d信心幫我! 你就倒番轉,將成盆冷水淋落黎.....你講一次話我唔得,我d信心就跌一次......仲要話係當我friend先咁講.....呢d野,一次就夠! 你講一次,我都夠hurt! 仲要係咁講,好似好得意.....NKY今年先同我一班,無可能俾你更加了解我! 但係最起碼NKY俾到我需要o既野! 係我最需要o既時候,係我隔離......兩者做一個對比o既時候,我真係對你感到極度失望! 當正你係好朋友,有幾可我係會唔幫你,就算我係唔幫你,我都係迫於無奈.....有咩又同你講! 我都唔知點解你會咁對我.....我有對唔住你咩? 我覺得無....如果真係有o既話,你咁"踐"我,你咩仇都已經報哂......我又再一次對好朋友失去信心,無人再值得我去信任,點解每次我對你地咁好,你地都一次又一次咁對我! 難道我身邊已經再無好朋友,有o既,只係一d酒肉朋友?? 真係只有師姐先最值得我去信任,永遠都唔會出賣我?? 身邊o既好朋友係咪只會"哄"你落搭.....係咪真係"你當人係寶,人地當你,只係草!".......連續三年信錯左人! 唔通我呢一世都係咁! 好朋友係咪真係咁難搵......我知我咁講,又好似唔知點咁! 又有d自相矛盾.....我係想同佢friend番,但我真係希望佢明白知道我點解嬲佢! 我唔係一d"o岩聽就聽,唔o岩聽就聽"o既人....如果你真係覺得無可能,我希望你真係幫我! 唔係得個講字,係咁係度潑我冷水! 我真係希望你明白我係需要一d點樣o既friend!!

打完之後,個人有d無mood....有d嬲佢,但係又唔知點咁.....唉.......Charrie B前o個排都同我講,話d野全部都係我自己搞出黎.....我都唔係好想咁搞! 我都唔想搞到3D分化.....但係,我真係唔係一d好忍得o既人.....咁我覺得唔妥,就自然出聲! 呢個係我o既性格.....其實,我真係可以當無野發生過....但係佢又唔解答我心入面o既疑問! 唔通你地唔覺得既然佢又唔係鍾意LA,但係又阻左我,你地真係覺得唔奇怪! 我真係覺得好奇.......LA話佢女朋友要對佢有信心,雖然我依家未係,遲d就唔知.....但係今次之後,我都唔會再亂諗野gar啦!!

個diary無啦啦話升級....麻鬼煩! 幾日要講d野都迫埋今日講...真不暢快!!!

今日同West Island打學界....我地o個組呂明才一定首名,其餘四隊一定係爭次名....我地已經不容有失! 今日West Island得五個打,諗住贏梗! 我地有成10幾個.....但係最尾我地都要輸! 點解呢? 幾個原因啦! 一、阿Yu病左,莊玉雅傷左,籃底o既得分差唔多係0...二、又係身高問題....三、對面好"茅柴",成日都亂黎,我地個個都俾呇a搞左兩野,但係唔知點解我無俾人搞....四、陳微真係好獨食,有人空左都唔交,我唔係話自己好偉大,但係走快攻o個時,就算我有位鏟,我都無鏟,真係俾空左o個d射.....五、可能我地平時練波真係唔係咁認真so今日初頭有d窒窒地.....六、氣勢唔夠,無人出聲,係臨尾死啦! 俾人追和,我地先發火.....我地最尾5打4,都贏唔到呀! 有一球,我同Athena同Becky係前場迫甩左對面個波,我無射,俾個波俾Athena同Becky,但係Athena同Becky對住個空籃都射唔入.....o個時得番最後兩分鐘到,入左我地就贏gar啦! 但係入唔到.....最尾黃金入球,便便foul out.....我入替?我正情係腳震!! 入到去,個10仔企圖係我面前剷籃,但係我之前又見到坅Y罰球線d波,超唔準! 咁咪特登犯規...迫坅Y罰球線射! 點知都係唔入.....跟住吨S自己搶到籃板,我同袁淑芊就即刻做個夾擊...點解袁淑芊犯規,今次10號仔無甩拖,入左! 我地個個就好down咁走番去! 個個都無哂mood......我自問我自己出左咁多分鐘,就盡左咁多分鐘o既力....我無獨食,就算自己有位,但係見到隊友有位,都俾呇a射....但係今日d波成日都俾人cut!! 可能打波真係太誠實......但係起碼我真係盡左自己o既努力! 依家出線就真係難d.....寄望west Island輸啦! 籃球都預左無咩機....依家希望羽毛球啦! 反正我地舊年champ左....今年都有機champ.....最緊要有得上台o者!! kaka......

講番我自己d野啦! 又係三個形呀! 有人同我講,話Patrick係呇菑v個xanga評論呢件事,唔該各位同學,你地係知咩事發生左o既,先至好係度評論! 講番番黎! 坅Y呇菑vo個度話係咪坒u係唔值得我信......如果我真係唔信?就唔會講咁多野俾坁? 但係我點知你今次真定假....但係有一樣野我唔可以否認o既就係有時我對坒u係有d難以足摸,一時有人同我講,坅Y咁,跟住吨S同我講另一d完全唔同o既野! 有時仲係時真時假.....有時我都覺得唔應該信? 但係我肯講自己d野,俾坁儒Y係吨@定係值得我去信任.....LA又話呇菑v個女朋友應該信任?對呇釩H心! LA話呇菑v同d friends唔會有任何野.....咁我信劭既! 信坉禶|呃我lor.....我依家有少少覺得重蹈番以前衰過o既野! 就係因為我以前成日都懷疑自己o個個同其他女仔,最尾先會散! 我覺得o個次已經係一個好沉重o既教訓! 但係問題係LA未係我男朋友,我唔知坅Y點,更加唔知呇P邊d女仔係好好朋友! 噚日真係有d衝動想問,但係都係留番遲d啦! 等間衰左就唔知點....d friends叫我feel下wo....點feel呀! 妏麰茩茪k仔都係咁好.....鬼知咩!

呢幾日,真係有太多野想講......但係一時間又唔係好記得! 記得就講啦!

佢同NKY、TSY、CB o個d講,話唔係鍾意LA wo...話係我自己諗多左...但係我唔覺我自己諗多左lor....又唔見我話NKY佢地同LA有野.....雖然LA話唔會鍾意佢,但係都好似唔知點咁......佢自己話唔係,唔通我係都要話係咩...無可能! 我唔想3D分化,都想同佢friend番,但係好似唔知點咁.....LA話覺得我唔多妥佢,但係我真係好矛盾lor.....唔知同唔同佢friend番好.....又唔知信唔信佢好wo.....又唔知佢係咪玩我地.....太多個唔知!! 係我太信任佢,講哂d野俾佢知? 唔知呀,可能啦! 但係我覺得我知佢好少野,一時就話咁樣,一時又話o個樣,都唔知佢個腦諗咩,咁係我個best friend咩...唔知! 但係佢真係我個好朋友......我覺得好煩,但係既然LA唔鍾意佢,我又煩咩呢? 可能我真係唔想自己同個好朋友鍾意同一個人.....不過佢話唔係就唔係啦! 人地咁講,就信人啦! NKY話LA衰追o個個女仔衰左wo....但係我無話好開心lor....無話好心涼! 仲有d唔開心,因為佢追唔到o個個女仔,好無mood! 就算LA唔鍾意呢個女仔,都唔代表會鍾意我....問題所在! 我都唔能夠控制.....我又唔敢同佢講,驚佢拒絕我會好樣衰! 如果LA唔問我,我都唔會向任何人講我係鍾意LA,除左師姐之外啦! 呢個無得講....依家只可以做o既,咪等lor....我又唔知LA點,成日都撞唔到LA,無得同佢chat....但係我驚會有人比我捷足先登.....我唔會俾佢睇死.....呢d叫做激將法....我o既爭勝心只會增強.....就算你覺得真係無可能,同我個friend都唔可以不斷咁同我講話無可能.....呢d野講一次就夠! 如果你真係當我係friend,唔想我"踐"得咁深,但你知唔知道我呢個時候最需要身邊有friend支持我,但係你就不斷咁淋d冷水...你話係第二個都無咩所謂,但係o個個係我best friend,身邊最好o既好朋友,知唔知我有幾辛苦呀! 算啦! 都過左......

做人做得咁明顯,係鬼都知啦! 係LA唔知jar...真係唔想話LA,但係佢真係好蠢....咩都feel唔到! 我係勁覺佢鍾意LA lor....係...LA未係我個男朋友,我都無任何權管LA同咩人一齊.....但係我真係勁嬲wo...我知LA不嬲同女仔玩得埋,無咩所謂,唔識say no,但係明知我鍾意佢,做咩又"差"隻腳黎....做咩又成日阻住我! 今日Miss Wan無啦啦又唔知同我地玩o個個"電報問安",要前同後拖手...咩都無哂....佢個樣仲要勁興奮! 勁嬲wo...我又要拖住黎達成,真係xxxx! 個人無哂mood.....我話俾你地知,唔好諗住同我爭,我唔會俾任何人贏我.....I will not lost!! 我當你係我best friend,你唔好當我lulu,諗住撬走LA.....你知唔知我今日好有俾朋友出賣朋友o既感覺....我連續兩年都俾身邊最好o既朋友出賣,一個係沈嘉敏,另一個係Mildred Lo......我唔想今年都係咁!! 你知我一直都好信你,咩都同你講,基本上你知左我好多野....我真係當你係我個好朋友...我真係唔想我個好朋友出賣我、撬我牆腳.....你知我真係鍾意佢,我唔係玩gar....你放過我啦! 得左o既話,我會好好多謝你.......如果俾我知道你真係鍾意佢o既話,一定friend都無得做.....我唔想我d好朋友同我爭仔......我可以俾一個禮拜時間你,最好就講清楚! 無野o既,我同你咁friend,可以當咩事都無發生過....我諗send e-mail就係最好o既辦法.....面對面我都知比較難開口.....我唔想d野拖下拖下......雖然LA話點都唔會鍾意佢,但係我都唔想我同d好朋友都同一個Target!! 我都唔想分化自己班.....我地都係好朋友,我都唔想搞到咁! 但係你做到咁,我可以同你講係勁唔hap lor.......

今日個Phy test都ok...有d中左招,鬼叫佢d問題鬼死咁衰.....講起Phy test就把鬼火!!
今日勁覺有人想"踐"過界....上次Swimming Gala,成日有人索LA(<--即係佢呀!)油...已經超唔likey....今日有另一個俾我覺得佢鍾意LA....成日都同佢一齊,極唔鍾意lor.....搞到LA Phy test完左之後,係咁同佢一齊,無理我! 勁嬲呀! 仲要係History堂係咁講我,以為我真係蠢到聽唔到,我費時嘈,嘈得黎我都聽唔到書.....仲要話當我friend先同我講,話我同LA無可能....就算真係無可能,做我個friend都應該支持我啦! 又何況依家唔係無可能....仲要係咁咒我....我話LA同TE似兄妹,佢係我面前講話佢地似兩公婆.....真係令我好懷疑佢係覺得我地真係無可能,還是佢唔想我地一齊....我當佢係best friend,咩都俾佢知哂.....但係佢就係咁淋d冷水落黎! 自己又話鍾意o個個,但係又搞我o個個....自己又唔係無人追,自己o個d又唔搞,係要搞人o個d.....求下你啦! 俾條生路我行.....今日我真係好mind,本來都有少少嬲佢,但係無計啦! Friend wo.....仲要係best friend!! 唉.....arts堂都有d覺得LA唔係好睬我....可能我煩得佢太多啦! 煩少d佢啦! 但係今日之後,我知道我真係好mind佢同第二個女仔行埋一齊......又重要o既就係知道我真係緊張LA.....

P.S.聰明o既人唔會估到LA係邊個,只有極度聰明o既人先會知.....