Whatever, I don't know what am I doing. Whatever thing I was - am - doing, whatever thing I was - am -  thinking; my brain is crazy already, you know? It turns out every thing I touch, I think, I see into that person who filled my heart. Crap. What am I thinking?? I'm crazy already. Don't ask me if I have time to play or go out or whatever - I rather sit on my bed, reading or listening piano. Yes, I am crazy already. I got all my time spent on thinking in the way my brain does, everytime, sitting, thinking, doing nothing, hear nothing, say nothing. I let my brain think in its own way, and take me to whatever place and do whatever thing. All the Luna New Year - due to the absent of my Dad - was just sitting on the couch and watch TV when I see Nothing at all; or half-lying on my bed, reading or day-dreaming. What the heck am I thinking?!! Whatever. All I can be sure to say is : I've gone crazy.