The assignment is due 2day,but i tried my best to finish it yesterday,and i did it.....but i dont feel much happier.

Still got 3 assignments to do b4 christmas,all 3 are big as well...Got this week off,i mean...no assignment is due this week,doesnt mean i got no lesson,4 days are totally fully full.

im not gonna let myself off,cos i no i will suffer if i do.

At Craig's 2day,cos got nothing 2 do at home,and i dont realy wana c that bitch.

last nite,the judge(Carol)has come......seems a fair judgement,but i no there is loads of things will happen soon.The time of heating has been set already,hopefully it works.the most important thing is tat bitch lied.Pissed me off realy bad, she should no she was lying,but still speak 2 me like this...Loads of bullshit,absolutely Bullshit.dont wana think bout her anymore.Babe said he heard tat bitch said something like she will go bak 2 Russian in 3 months time...i hope she wud.

There was another guy came last nite to visit the house,he is English and he is a full time worker,babe seems get on wit him alrite...i don particularly care.of cos,i wil b happy if he moves in,at least there is another person shares the bills.

Gonna go 2 b'ham tmr wit sandy,will go sum shopping,havin hot pot and going 2 German Market,hope we will hv a great nite.

Modelling stuff....driving me crazy. Sandy said we need 2-3 outfits,fuck me..i struggled 2 think even 1.

Date has been set apperently, 16th Dec...hope i wont b a stupid doll again.

UK has become colder and colder..but everytime or anytime in babe's,its always hot in here,hotter than HK!!!

Going work 2day,lookin 4ward 2 it...haha,everybody must b shocked wen i said that,but realy i do,cos i wana do my assignment.my pc is not there,but i can write down everything that i need to put on the assignment.i hope i can hand it in on Friday.

Missed 1 hr in bed,cos of the bloody clock....-.-

wondering wen will England snow this year?!cant wait it....i no it sounds stupid,but i realy wana walk on the snow..

Babe said he will buy me a new hat if theres sum that i love in german market,yessss.

Life is bc,but still better than nothing 2 do.

Sandy,remember,2 b happy,is not that difficult.^^

work tmr......cos sumbody cant work on tuesday this week,so i take over,and off on thursday.

got the pic from Sandy 2day,thank u so much,but i cant put it on here cos the size is too big.

im soo bc recently,well,i should say im gonna b very bc from now,cos the assignments r chasin me 4 murdering...every week got 1 assignment,mum asked me if i can work 1 more day,i cant imagine if i work 1 more day,wat will i be?

lost 40quid last week.....absolutely drove me mad!!!fuckin bank...

Sandy is not very happy recently cos her relationships....she stayed at mine for weekends,and we had a very gd time......first 2 take her 2 club,we r glad she was happy and enjoyed(although cried at the end of the nite-.-)hope we will hv next nite out..

had a bc weekend,so 2day i was tat tired,cudnt even get 4 college....gd job got no lesson 2nite and tmr.

this weekend we might go 2 b'ham 4 hot pot and German Market wit Sandy,hope we wil hv a gd time again.

Saw the model pics.....haha,cudnt belive tat.-.-"""""""""""""""""

everyone,take care.

hello everybody,im happy i can b here.im not at craig's,im at college...haha.i thought al the pcs here hv been blocked,but luckily,this 1 hasnt!!!

life is still the same,apart from living wit a bitch...

she is getting worse and worse,im not gonna b fd wit her anymore.in fact,she dont wana b fd wit me first,so y should i bother?

everybody says 2 me:go on glo,move out here,u will b stressed realy if u stil live wit her"however,i got no choice at all......i cant lose the deposit.

babe said just treat her nasty,cos shes been nasty 2 me first....i knew this wud happen,just didnt expect she is tat bad....dont gv a fuck 2 anything.

college starts 2 b bc.....assignment cant stop coming,i hope i wont out of breath...

chriastmas is coming now..im so excited,although got nothing 2 do apart from new year-Rome..i never been a proper chriastmas party in uk,i hope this year wil b better...at least let me feel a bit chriatmas feeling..

now im working 4 2 days,not too bad....but still make me realy tired...cannot belive i can work non-stop....ofcos,if i got a chance being lazy,i can stay in bed al day..

baby has bought a new pic 4 me 2 put on the wall in my room..thanks so much,tats a realy special chriastmas present 4 me..i wana buy a nice jacket 4 him...cos he wears the same jacket al day everyday...but they r so expensive...i need money!!!!!

got a new lipstick.absolutely love it!hehe...

hope everyone is ok..

take care xxxx

its a lovely day 2day...but got nothing 2 do.

I think i got a cold or sumthing,cos my nose is realy bad,keep sneezing,snifting..absolutely hate it!

Yesterday,i shouted at craig sister's kid,cos he was so naughty,and i cudnt bear anymore...mayb i was over the top,but i was too angry,craig's mum understands, but im sure if his sister does....2day,i tried speak 2 her,i donno if myself was 2 sensitive,she only replied me"ok" or "its alrite",which is realy unusual...o god,i dont wana piss anybody off in his family!

Met james&Sandy last nite,realy enjoyed.especially she brought her game,so we cud hv a try,and i was addicted 2 it as wel!haha...unfortunately,metally,my brain age is 60s=.=

This weekend its gonna b a bc weekend, cos we hv a house party on Friday,going 2 b'ham for modelling on saturday,then go 2 semetary and hv t in my aunt home on sunday..lookin 4ward 2 al of them!