Been is the new house for nearly 2 weeks.....comment is, NICE HOUSE, BUT SHIT BED.

cudnt get any comfort from the bed at all....especially im not always tired,so wen i get in bed,i need 2 struggle 4 ages b4 i go 2 sleep.

I must addmit its a realy nice house,my room is quite big...but also bcos its big,even the house, its tat huge,but no body lives there yet...i always get scared of the house,sumtimes...sum strange noise...sounds like sumbody is walkin up the steps,shutting the door....fucking hell..

babe said buy a new bed wen we got enough money 2 afford...hope its soon.

 Paid 1000quid 4 the college already,saying i need 2 pay the rest b4 4th oct,should b no problem.im happy tat i stil got tat 1000 discount,so instead of paying 6300,i only need 2 pay 5300.....better than nothing.

start college on 20th....so my busy life will b started again.

hey sandy,dont 4get the nite u arrive,we will go 4 a meal.& also,has james com back yet?we tried 2 contact wit him,but obviously,he hasnt replied.

This month..is a realy important month,bcos im moving 2 a new house.

These few days...we hv going 2 the house 2 tidy everything,this is my first time 2 prepare every single thing 4 a new house,even toilet roll...

We bought a lot of thing these few days,forks,plates,bleach....everything.

However,there is stil no house mates wit me yet..im looking 4ward 2 c everybody is at home& hving a huge party,haha...

2nite,im gona hv our nite there,cookin our t....

My new life....has started.

Since ive com back,its been a week already,2day i hv got time 2 write a diary.

this friday,we wil take the stuf 2 my new house....hope its fine.

I stil work in my uncle takeaway 4 wed&thurs,ofcos i wana leave..but i need 2 sort the things out wit college first,then get the time table.....then i wil find a new job..i wont stop there forever!!!!yeahhhhh.

i had a quite but sweet 19th birthday wit babe...although we didnt do much,didnt been 2 any special places.Sweetness is enough between us.....al in a sudden,i realise...im not tat young anymore.

Since ive com back..the weather is shit shit and shit!!2day....we hv sum sunshine,but in a bit,i think it wil pis down again....Eng weather,u never no.

Downloading songssssssssss....

Winter is coming.....so soon this year.im looking 4 ward 2 go Christmas shopping wit u.Wearing thick jumpers,wit big coat,hat,socks,boots....walkin in dudley town centre.mm....i can just smell winter..

By the way everybody,ive updated&uploaded al the hk pics 2 my album(sweetybobo), everybody is welcome is com&visit.x

1 month....has gone,cannot blive ive been here 4 a month already.as i said b4,time goes 2 fast.

all the stuff has been packed already,only my body,still not b packed,i should feel excited,cos i cud meet baby soon,but the funny thing is ,i feel...nothing.Dont get me wrong,ofcos i mis babe so much,i wud love 2 c him rite now,everynite,the last thing tat i think bout is him,every morning,the thing tat i will think of is him again...bcos of tat,i feel full,my heart doesnt feel any lonely....bcos of thinking of him.

on the other hand,i feel nothing...the reason mayb is bcos i dont wana say gdbye 2 my mum...i will mis the meals tat she cooks so much,i will miss al the stupid or funny or not even funny things tat she tells me...ofcos,my little baby,sai sai...from his eyes,i cud tell he wans 2 tell me sumthing,mayb asking me dont go...cos no body wil play wit him again...he wil b bored again...

haha...anyway,2 hrs later,i will b on my way 2 the airport,im glad my sister will com & say gdbye 2 me..

& my new house is waiting 4 my baby& me 2 decorate..

baby,i miss u so much..im coming back 2 ur arms soon!!!

only 15 mins....i missed it,even though i tried my best 2 get up....eyes still cudnt open properly...turned on the pc by using my feet....still missed u.

Funny thing is, u did get online....& u sent me a email as wel,sayin u got online but i wasnt here... anyway,missed it.

dont no its u without the heart 2 wait 4 me,or i without the heart 2 get online b4 u go.....

Not realy gd mood 2day,mayb is becos the weather...its a bit shit 2day...sumtimes,hving a bad mood dont need a reason...

Babe,i trust u...