last nite..baby said to me:how come all ur diaries r so depressing?

so now,i say:Actually,im really realy enjoying my life in here!Especially being with u!!

haha..

by the way..Sandy&James,hope we will hv a gd nite again!!!cannot wait...

Tuesday +Wednesday…work,work,work….2day,finally, not work.

Yesterday…I was tat bored in the shop cos it rained quite bad…surprisingly, Sandy and James appeared in my shop and hv a long talk with me…I thought I hv to stay in the shop reading that bloody magazine for 2 more hrs..thanks very much.

And im really looking forward to watch Da Vinci Code but im looking forward more c u 2 guys on Friday again…Craig as well!!

 Term nearly finish..all the assignments have to been done by now…struggle again…

Yesterday..rain…hope 2day will be better…I can c sunshine now,but who knows it will stay long?

So tired 2day..though I slept quite long last nite…

I hope everything will be fine one day..im so tired of being angry or fed up all the time..

 By the way,i hv updated some more photos on my "flowerbobo" album.Everybody is welcome to visit.^^

Today....back to work....Why cant i smile wen i think of WORK?

This Sunday,i didnt go to work,cos i needed to finish the Marketing assingment, yesterday,i finished finally,but i cant feel any relaxation...i wish i dont need to work anymore,im so tired...i accept the fact,but doesnt mean i like it....

This year,time goes extremely fast...time become shorter and shorter,its time to think bout next year seriously...only THINKING next year mayb i need to stay in my aunt home, and living with my uncle,i can feel my heart is being burnt...i know my family will "force" me to stay there,bcos of money...money,money,money!!!y do i need to surrender in front of MONEY?before i go to HK,i wll try my BEST to fight with that,i pray...i pray i dont need to live with my uncle,i dont care anybody else,only my uncle....pls,no.

No working 2day......really happy with that!!!that means i sont need to c the wanker.

just finished the law assignment 2day, Mat(my tutor)said we have to hand in the marketing report 2day...god,i hvnt even started to do it.how can finish it 2day?

2nite,is gona have fun...bcos Craig & me are gonna meet our new friend,haha..Sandy and her boyfriend James.the funny part is we are both from Hk, but our boyfriends are both English,obviously,they wont understand us at all...haha..I think its time to practise my Chinese...feeling just like hvnt spoken Chinese for ages(execpt beef curry,fried rice..in Chinese with my aunt)...really really lokking 4ward to it!!

Exam is coming....stress is holding my hand,really tight.

 by the way,i hv updated my album,everybody can visit.u can link to "flowerbobo",see my new pictures!^^

yesterday...that was a bloody nightmare...i think i could kill my uncle(my boss,by the way).i cant find any more reason(or excause) to swallow my anger...if not becos of my aunt,i dont think i will still be polite with him.hes like that bad with me(always),does he think im his slave or wat?seems like i help him is my fucking DUTY.& he never realised he should be greatful with that(even a little bit).if he doesnt respect me,y should i?

1 day,i will leave this job and move to somewhere which he wont be able to c me...i know mayb its difficult to afford,but i will not let my spirit go away becos of a wanker!Shit money,shit boss.....wheres the motivation of working that shity place?