都有一段日子冇用中文打日記..差點就連中文都唔記得點打.

一直都唔用中文打日記係因為如果babe見到我打一大篇中文,佢就唔會明白...跟住就會追問我係咪唔開心,所以..就用英文.

今日,突然間好想打下中文...以前日日都打一大篇日記既日子永遠都唔會回來..

時間過得有點太快..呢幾年對我黎講過得特別快..令我更懷念以前既荒唐

有時面對自己有d驚....因為就連我自己都覺得我變左好多..第一年黎到而家,真係兩個人.

以前既朋友..你地幾好嗎?最好既時光已經過去.真係好掛住你地每一位...

仲記得當時..12點幾1點半夜就出街..就算冇野做,冇錢..都照出...就算去尖沙咀海旁坐行都好...其他人望,會認為係"街童","飛女"..但係其實都只係想透淡氣,唔開心既事又可以同邊個講?..坐到5點6點甚至7點,番去...跟住就番學..夜晚繼續

至細唔多朋友...自己知自己事...難得有人關心,有人問候,或者有人申出愛護,懷抱..我都會不顧一切去接受....失敗既風險並未考慮,已經太遲...一次又一次再一次...真係有d疲憊.最後到左滿身傷痕先明白.....

到今日,我相信已經唔需要擔心...要搵既終於搵到.我並唔係好運...我而家有既係用我以前既傷痕黎交換.

人生就好次行山,想去到目的地,一定要夠力量,夠堅持....行得辛唔辛苦既程度,就睇出發前既準備.

行山係我人生中就令我自豪既一段時光.

Feb in uk...should be fuckin freezing...but i can actually wear a little top walking around the house.The weather is going a little bit crazy.....will we still hv snow this year?

Babe has gone 2 Dave's to cut the trees again.....i stop here,doing nothing...

Recently im addicted to watch a Korean series "Full House"(浪漫滿屋).....i watched it untill 3:30 last nite...just babe was in bed already,but i realy cudnt stop.haha...

Talked wit Fian few days ago...heard sumthing that i dont wana hear....I cant belive sumbody can b like that "two-faced"that bad....its not anybody else,its my AUNT! Thats y on thurs,wen i was at work,she tried 2 chat me up...i don even wana COMMUNICATE wit her at all....if she don like me,then just tell me or show it 2 me,but pretend.If she wana ask me things,then just ask,don create an answer wich don represent anything..i thought she has becom better...but now i no,nothing has changed at all..I should think its not difficult to understand,who wans sumbody looks great and treats u as her daughter but talk bout all ur shit things behind ur back?

im not angry...just wana let her no i actually no wat she has said...u need 2 be smart if u wana gossip.

bitch.

Hey,Miss sharon.....r u still coming or wat?

New term has started already...but i feel more shit.

Picture in Rome..

hving a holiday for a week...cos exam will b next week.i only hv 1 presentation & an open book exam...realy wana do sumthin with that.dont wana hang around,dont do anything anymore....fed up.

Still got tomes of assignment hvnt done...why i am like this again?

Need 2 work 2day...unfortunately.

Sharon says her and leon will come 2 UK in March...hope they will realy come.then we all can hv fun....hehe

Jon (the new housemate) has got The Sims,so i asked him 2 copy for me as wel....yesterday,played it all day..felt shit,cos time goes that fast, a day...then a nite....gone that easy.

How come its still warm in here?Bloody Jan already....no snow,no cold....only rain rain and rain....thunder storm tmr as well...hate this weather.

R we still going 2 Greece?.....dont think we can afford it..we need 2 go 2 hk in summer time as well....money...

by the way.....the pictures of Italy has been updated in my Sweetybobo album already,just need 2 click the link at the on the left hand side of this diary,then u can c the pictures....still got some more pictures not been uploaded...will do it soon.

going bak 2 college on 8th....got tones of assignment need 2 hand it on that week...realy wana hang myself.

dont underdstand the weather here.....its Jan already,but i still feel warm....always rain...and rain..and rain

happy friday 2day,but when i look at outside,shity weather again..got no mood at all.

i got a new housemate,he is Jon,from hk as well...introduced by Ling.he seems alrite,always stays in his room,playing his game...but we both think he is good chef actually.haha

Ling and Allen stayed at mine for 2 nites....with her little daughter--miko...absolutley love her,apart from she shit and pissed on my carpet...haha.we had a good time.but they hv moved 2 their new home already.

There should be another housemate moving in as well..she is black,saw the notice on the notice board in college..so she contact me,and carol and her r gona do the contract tmr...hope she isnt a bitch..then i will b happy.

hopefully we will go out on sat with Jon and Sandy,realy hope they hv a chance 2 meet....finally.but babe told me Nick mayb out this week.....fuckin hell...everytime.hope not.

everybody,i will post my Rome pictures on my website soon.....shall not b long.

Happy new year again x

Went 2 Italy for 4 days......amazing!(apart from cudnt find the passport b4 we go)

never seen the view like that....we walked a lot.tired body with a pair of legs which got no more energy.We enjoyed so much.....

Went 2 so many different tourism places.ofcos...we went to the Trevi Fountain..to make a wish..

31st was the new years eve and also our anniversary...more unusual for us.we didnt do more...but al least we were in a romantic city......nobody nos us...

1 thing i dont like is the people.....they r so rude......

Unluckily....i need 2 work 2day...i dont wana work especially 2day cos i am still very tired....i thought i cud hv a day 2 recover...but now,ofcos i hvnt.

Thanks 4 the trip.My Darling.x