Bastard.....just posted my diary,and its failed!!!!!force me to type all over again.

hvnt been on here for a while sorry bout that just bcos i hv no more college,so i cant use internet in college,and Babe's pc doesnt work, thats y....so 2day i take my pc to his house,and use internet..and uploaded a lot of new pics.

yesterday was the result day...i just collect the assignments that i hv done..nothing special,only told me 20th sep is the re-enroll day...

Liverpool aunt just called me,telling me that i ned to go up liverpool on Monday....bcos of the College fee problem,i need to get the money from her....who wants to b poor?i dont realy wana go actually,but the thing is it is important,and i need to sort this out b4 i go back to hk...2 hrs travel on my own....><

Although college has finished already,and im hving holiday al the time(except going to work)...i still feel a little stressed..i dont no y..always feeling still sumthing i hvnt done...mayb also bcos of hot...recently,everyday is 30c...so hooooot,i cant find any difference between HK and here...thats y my mood was so good al the time.....2day is better,at least the sun isnt that sharp,and a little bit windy..

Still thinking where should i stay next year...no not next year actually,the end of Sep,i need to make the decisions....Fian's place is good....but there is no space for my stuff and aunt has said already,i cant bring the ENGLISH MAN back home,and i need to go back home b4 11!!!which is worse than my mum...i dont think i can stand it...living with takeaway aunt...yeah,mayb i com back at nite a little bit later,but i need to share everything with Amy,even the bed...ihv got that many stuff....how can i live there where is no even a wardrobe!!!O my god.....think bout it everyday...i feel so terrible!

Time goes so fast...within 3 weeks,we will b in HK...we hv been counting down everyday...so excited.

BY the way...i hv got a new album,which is at the bottom of this diary,everybody can click and link into..its called "SweetyBoBo"..the new pics r Jon & Fian's wedding day...everyday is welcom to visit.

2day is their special day......congratulations!!!!!

All day 2day,i bcame a photographer(though i dont no how to take pics at al),i felt tired cos the camera is bloody heavy, but if i wasnt a photographer, then i must b really bored..

woke up at 8am til now,8pm,i can take a rest a little bit,but still need to cary on later(drinkin and playing)..

but im really happy that Jon is absolutely drunk(by the way,i just heard he was being sick from the toilet)..

everybody wore very pretty, ofcos Fian...i like the wedding dress.

i will post the pics wen i get it....i hope they a alrite...

i miss u so much. My baby..xxx

so so so so lazy 2day....online..but nothing to do wit it..

Friday nite...went out wit sum classmate,supposed tutor wud com out as well,but no tutor turned up..only 7 of us..but had fun..

Watched The Omen on Friday nite wit babe and James,not really scary...a little bit disappointed..but we enjoyed tat nite very much again,we played pool,i was the champion..haha..though Sandy has gone back to hk...only 3 of us..

These few days,keep seeing Fian.yesterday,in Bull Ring,met Fian,Aunt and Amy..then Jon and Fian came to the shop(cos i needed to work),talked a while...seems fine..im glad Jon is alrite wit me..

i think the possibility that i stay in their house is quite high..

no work 2day..so probably i will b really lazy al day..

5 weeks 2day..hk trip!!!!

feeeling soooo goooood..cos just had a fantastic sleep..

finished the exam yesterday eventually,no more work 2day....really appreciate it!

3,i will meet my aunt in dudley,she said she wans to go shopping 4 jon's wedding....ive nothing to do,even though dont realy wana go...

tmr,i will hv t will my classmates and tutors....frankly,dont realy wana go either, but Nazia said will be fun, and after that, James, babe and myself will go to wach film...so go on then.I hope the film (The OMEN)wont be too scary.....i dont wana scream in the cinema and scared all the time in the house wen im on my own...

Bastard shoes.....cudnt buy it yesterday.....i definitely buy it this weekend!!!i love them too much!

Tmr, sandy is leving and going back to hk....wish she will hv a good and safe journey,and doesnt miss u too much..haha. we only need to wait 4 a month, then we will meet in HK!

im looking 4ward to go to hk so much...especially with babe..

honestly,i am so happy that my parents hv accpeted him finally(apperently),cant blive we will hv air-conditioning in the house...i think my mum,sistera dn brother hv been waiting for that for more than 20years...haha..my aunt said part of the reasons is bcos of craig and me,mum doesnt wan us suffer too bad...haha..im so happy...i hope they will get on with him wel and perfectly.

well....time to get dress..

No more nice weather....the sky is always dark..destroying my mood.-.-

Half hour later,i will be sitting in the classroom,doing tat Business Environment resit...shit..i know i wont pass, but i still need to try..my mind now is full of European stuff....AH!!!!i wana erase it rite now.i hate it!

Aunt bought me a new top yesterday(surprised me!)...its....quite nice, thx very mush anyway..but it looks a little old..i mean the age, it suits her more than me.haha....

2day....i will but a new pair of shoes to suits my dress for Jon's wedding...babe shares the price with me...haha,thank you!but its really really gorgeous..i will post som pic wen ive bought them.

Working 2day..its ok,at least i will get the wage 2day..feeling better,and no more exam after this one....YESSSSS!!!!

Misssss u all.x