Had a chat woth mum and dad......feel good,also bad.

There was a suggestion bout me.well....i donno really no what i should response.

That is a big issue,i should say its a big issue to everyone in the world.

My brain..is in chaos..i cant think of anything...i realy need sum time to consider.

And also,i need sum one 2 speak 2,and help me out..

Cant trust the future,same as everyone...that problem shouldnt appear on me so soon,mind ya..age isnt a problem....

I dono...realy donno.

got not much 2 say.....

Wanted 2 speak 2 my sister 4 few days already,but she isnt online...

My life isnt that blank now as i work mon-wed and friday...

still cant sleep very well.especially these few days...its like i never feel tired,wen i actually feel tired,i cant sleep!!my brain just don wana stop...as soon as i shut my eyes, things start 2 work in my brain....at the same time,i cant never get up early....

I hate it!absolutely hate it!

Finished my strategy assignment finally,i should feel great...but i don.

need 2 work 2day again....had a good time there again,don need 2 speak,just need 2 put my head down,and do my work....

6:00,yesssssssssss~

due to i walked 2 work 2day,i feel a bit more tired,which is good.everynite,i wish i cud like babe.as soon as he shuts his eyes...he can go 2 sleep straight away..

back 2 college tmr.and work.....7hrs.

don worry~im fine...just fighting with myself.

had a family party last nite,it was the most boring party ive ever been.

Due to the drinks,i didnt get up til 12.....even so,i still don feel good.

Babe finished work,came bak,asking me to go out cos of the weather...but he is asleep now.

college is gonna start.......feeling is....terrify.

feels like i got loads of friends..but also feel i don hv even 1.