got up at 8 from monday 2 friday...feel great,i can sleep like a baby every nite now.

Not tat nervous as b4,as ive done quite a lot work already.....i still loads though =.=

2day,i was thinking 2 gv myself a break,but i realise i should not relax just yet.i still got work 2 do..

next week is the last week,i hope i can manage it....

Rite,i better get ready now.time to go to college 2 do my work.

Didnt go 2 bed till 3 last nite....Jesus..

Didnt get up till 2:30 this afternoon...Jesus..

Didnt try 2 do sum work till 5....Jesus..

However,i still hvnt done anything...Only done sum researching..

Feeling shit. I wish i got up earlier....now, I feel im still dreaming.

Avon arrived yesterday..Love my new bag so much~

"What will a frog say when its in the library?"

Answer:" Read it"

Yes im doing it...got up at 8 yesterday,then straight 2 college.....sat in front of the pc for 5 hrs..

finally,finished another assignment.looks like im realy finishing them each one each day.

However,2day..i didnt do fuck all...went 2 merry hill as we need 2 do sum shopping

2nite,out with Jon&JJ again...dont fancy going out actually.but this is the last week b4 they go on holiday...well,they only go 4 couple 4 weeks anyway.not a bloody year...

Another reason don wana b out with them cos of Jon...Think bout he was messin with my hair all nite long last week,and kept saying "o....gloria,ur hair is so soft...."

fucking hell...then i need 2 put a great smile on my face,and say sumthin watever...

8th June,is the deadline...still not done by that day.then im dead..simple as that.

Pls...no more argue.fed up of it..

I LOVE MY BABY

I DO

I DO

I DO

Wanted 2 get up early 4 the morning lesson...but donno wats wrong,i got up nearly 12.

Still went 2 college in the afternoon...Asked sum questions bout the assignment,then had a chat with Andrew

I really need 2 speak 2 sum one.and try 2 get sum support.

Two weeks...i wish he didnt tell me i only got 2 weeks left.i always thought i can hand in my work by the end of June.

One day one assignment....can i actually do it? even i cant do it,i still need 2 try..

Guilty...regreting....there is no time for them.although i cant stop they coming

All the issues which are surrounding me,im gonna ignore them...no time 2 worry.

Two weeks....then i will be fine...just keep thinking bout that..i got July,August and September 2 recover..il b ok..

I hope

From tmr,i will get up at 8 everyday, then work on them...

Thank u very much,Andrew...Its worthy i bought them egg tarts...u make me feel there is still a little bit hope in this situation..i hope i can get them done b4 i kill myself.

O god...i wish i cud scream,then cry.....