havnt been on for a while..
becos there is nothing special for me to write down
or i should say im getting very lazy..cant be arsed doing anything.
Finished all the uni work last week
but im not as happy as i expected
as u get older..there is less things worth celebrating
my life is getting very calm...i start to feel bored
lets start to look for a job now,shall i?
the takeaway doesnt need me as much as it used to
from 7 daysa week, then 4 days a week, then 3 days a week..
to now, 1 day a week..
less income, but more spending
as so many things for the wedding is asking for deposit..
i can feel the stress is coming towards us.
the thing is, i don wana get a proper full time job before the wedding
cos i will need a long holiday for the wedding and parents..
so what should i do now?
maybe im not in a very good mood these few days
so all in a sudden, i wana resign my takeaway job
a phone call comes 3 hrs before work : "Gloria, u don need to come 2nite"
so im sitting on the sofa, watching my pc & tele,
listening to his snore,
and doing nothing..
but i wont resign, if i resign, i wont even get 40pound a week. |