...Very busy recently, and also very lazy

...Got 3 assignments need to be fisnished, and one exam, but I hvnt even touched them yet

... Feel very lost about my future

... Spent loads of money these couple of days,as we r booking events for the wedding

... Bought a XBOX 360, just to make him smile, but still cant find a "perfect game"

... Bought "Call of Duty 4" yesterday, cost 40 quid, and we used ONE day to finish it, unbelievable!

... One more week for uni and I am done, how come time goes so quick?! I am not ready yet!

... Still working, but not that bad now, at least there is a new worker

... I still need to work 4 days a week though

工作，　是為了什麼？

金錢？

its actually selling a favour.

when we hv committed that i DO NOT need to work,

but that guy all in a sudden says he cant work,

then i MUST be there!

its that right?

what if the one whos ill is me?

anybody helps me?

I AM FED UP

VERY VERY VERY FED UP

究竟, 工作是為了什麼?

金錢?

its actually selling a favour,

and therefore, if they (fat man) calls me anytime to work

i need to be there!

yes, we r fds, i will help

but, i do hv a limit

its not the money tat i consider,

its we hv commited i DO NOT need to work 2day!

how can that fucker just say he cant work,

and so i MUST　there?

what if it was me who was ill? will he help me?

or i still need 2 be there?

I AM FED UP

VERY VERY VERY FED UP

back to work again, cos that girl (Jenny) is the worst counter u can get

although Fat man said he might just keep her cos he don wan me get too tired

but i think....

yes, i don wana work,

but i also don wana their business will go down just becos a stupid girl

so i said :"ok! i work for u, from monday!"

that means i m back to work again

until they got another new girl...

Realise we don actually hv enough the wedding invitation cards

theres no chance we made 70 cards, or some of them just disappeared

that means i need 2 go up town again,

and make some more cards..

Gizi (Claire's dog) died last night...due to Cancer

we didnt hv chance to say gdbye

cos it was just being found out,

and its too much, and too late to heal

mind u, if we were there seeing her leaving us,

i think i would cry my eyes out....

just think last time i saw her was last Saturday,

although she wasnt as energetic as normal

but she was still such a pleasant dog.

Gizi, i will put u in my heart.

16/3

Sister gone back to hk, a crazy trip finally finished

when she got on the train, we both felt upset

back to us 2 only again..

recieved a call from Charmane,

she was in the airport..ready to get on

pomise to keep in touch, and will see us in a year time..

today, i got no work, as there is a new girl coming again

hope she will stay there

but i feel very strange, just like....being replaced.

tonight, we r going to dave's house again

as he has gone to spain, and we need to look after the house

honestly, i hate doing this

especially we need to leave our new home

but, we r the same...just like..

addicted to help people

its not the pay-back that i care

its.. i realy feel like if we dont help, people wil take it funny

but when we need help, not even a person offer

no matter family, or friends..

one day, we will change, we will not help anyone anymore

and we wont please anyone anymore

that might be better actually.