These two days are the Orientation days for him, what a Hell!! And he'll start school tomorrow. I know he isnt willing to go back to school but it is the way out for our future. Thank you for working hard for me, thank you very much! Jz take your time to remember things and don't rush. I promise I'll do the best, it wont suck!! 

  This morning, I was so busy. I had to get the forms to apply for the exam and go to the post office to send some stuff to Derek. Then I went  to somewhere, I really didnt want to go. I've not been there for a long time, it reminds me the hardness . God ,plz let me get off the hell ASAP!!

  I am happy with my job now. I am trying to think about the good things and my future. And every one there treats me well. All the collegues of mine are much older than me but they dont look down at me and treat me as a little girl. So all my worries were gone!