Think i have enough.. I felt like im a bus!?!? Every1 came on bcos they wantted to go sumwhere they want, n they get off bcos they found a better place 2 go. They left even they didnt reach their final stop........

Guys r just assholes..!!

I just got ma answer there..

He said stuff like how much he wants me n that but then wat happened?

I knew im not started yet but is da fact he said how much he wants 2 b with me n how much he liked me..

Wtf..? Im ragin about da way he acts..

Think im a toy or sumthin?

I was typin there n everythin got cancelled n have 2 re-write :O

I 4got wat i was talkin about tho? I think i was talkin about last night..

Right starts again Lol Well..

Last night i went to Glasgow, to pubs

First 1 we went to was like.. So quite n it was all da old folks tho..

But there were 1 thing was so funny lol there was an old man walked out da toilet n nearly fell on me.. N i moved obv LOL. He couldnt even stands up straight.. Hopw can I descibe him?? I dunno 2 b honest but it was so funny tho..

No actually da first 1 wasnt even opened, ma pal told me 2 choose a way.. there were 2ways to go da pubs.. But im da 1 had 2 choose da 1 not even opened yet? Haha.. We got there n we were tryin 2 push da door but obv it didnt lol

Well da third 1 is Campus.. Have u ever heard that? It was quite famous, not famous but popular Lol. Guess wat i was drinkin? Double Vod. + Cola Lol N we also had a big long drink.. I have no idea wat it was, but it taste a bit funny n it only took me like 3 mins 2 drink them Lol I think they were about 3pounds each? I paid for them :o That wasnt quite bad tho..

I think i took 200.. I had 2 give 50 to ma pal bcos i promised him Lol n then i've got about 60? or 50 left LOL. It wasnt quite bad aint it Lol.

I think im gonna have a party again.. but more people this time.. it'll b more fun n it has 2 b have a big disco tho.. Ohhh n ma sis bnought me a dress yes'day it look fab. ^^ Cant wait till theres a party or sumthin then i can wear it.. XD

-20'C Frezzin Lol.

Well.. 2day im kinda a bit unhapy, i was gonna pose a blog like yes'day but i canny b bothered.

Remember i said i was gonna go out wae that guy da end of Jan. I dont think its happening.

I mean i dont wat i done but hes not talkin 2 me anymore, its either im borin or hes jealous.

Wat happen was.. I went 2 Glasgow on mon, then when i got home i was talkin 2 him on msn, i was like I bought ma outfit for da 11th.. I told him where i was goin like ages ages ago. Then i told him im gonna wear a mini skirt and a low top. He was fine when i was talkin 2 him.. then da day after he didnt answer ma txt n msn? Wtf? Jealous freak?  Or is it bcos i dont invite him? Or is it i done sumthin wrong?........... I dont no 2 b honest.

Everythin is fine now..

I was so confused wat was goin on..

Well.. I said 2 him that "Want 2 wait till we c each other n no each other more first?"

Then he was like yeah..

Then i said him.. "Do u think we'll last, bcos all ma relationships only last about 2 weeks."

Then he was like We're different, we will last"

I was like "ok" lol

To b honest i dunno if we'll last tho.. bcos da reason y i wanted to go out wae him like after we c each other then bcos it'll b on da 27th of Jan. Its bcos im goin out on da 11th to drink, dance n chattin up LOL. If i go out wae him b4 that then i just couldnt b doin anythin.. Im a bit sad am i, but thats da way i am.. Im too flower hearted n thats y ma relationships didnt last.

I thought new year means new start?

Y do things kept goin bk??

Guys r just trouble makers!!

How come it just happens 2 me n not sum1 else??

Can time just stop 4 a wee min n let me think wats goin on??

Im really upset da now, cried quite a few times already.. 
Wish none of this happened at all then i wouldnt b upset.
But i would rather everythin stop now instead of others tryin 2 stop us 2 go out..

Do u no wat.. I dont c theres any point of me gettin a bf, bcos everytime i found sum1 i like then sumthin will b happen to stop us 2 go out..

If thats da case.. to b honest, i would rather stay as single 4eva! At least I'll b a happy n i wouldnt b upset about anything..

How come his msn sayin bit says..

I said everything i needed to say i would do anythin for u just u never give me the chance..

Is that to me??

Does he no wat his dad thinks about me?

I dunno to b honest..

Whos lyin? Me or him?

Im all confused..

He was like.. I hope sumthin happen between us

Then he said.. u wouldnt do anythin 2 hurt me?

I was like.. Wat u mean..

N he said.. Like u wouldnt cheat on me or anythin..

I was like.. y would i do that?

I thought i was da 1 askin they question TO him?

Y did he ask me that if he was da 1 cheated on me?

When I look at people's eyes, they think i fancy them..

When I talk to them, they think i luv them..

When i bought them prez for xmas, every1 thinks we're goin out..

If i kiss them is that means we're gonna get married??