I think guys dont have a proper heart.. Either that, he has a black heart?

How can he b that nasty to me?

He met an other lassie and also goin out wae her.. I wasnt even mad yet then he was like so u were talkin 2 an other guy fuck off then? Wtf is he talkin about? Is like i've not done anythin wrong..

He is hurtin ma feelings like every sec.

Remember we're in da sm college n also da sm buildin.. I can find u easily!! Is like i've done nothin wrong!! Well.. I think i no wat da problem is, its bcos ur goin out wae that s.. lassie n u dont want her 2 find out how nice u r?!?! Pure shoutin at me 4 nothin? Who cheated on me b4 n now? Who always have excuses? Who swore 2 me? N whos goin out wae sum1 else n was mad at me 4 speakin 2 an other guy? N ur sayin im changed? Im sorry?!?! I think we need 2 talk..? I have all those Q. on my head right now..?!?!

Cant believe he said that 2 me..

So ur sayin u can go out wae sum1 else but im not even allow 2 talk 2 another guy? Wat is this all about?

N i met da other guys when u was actually goin out wae sum1 else? So u cant talk!!

My heart is actually breakin a part..

N i didnt talk 2 u bcos u were goin out wae sum1 else n not bcos of they guys!!!!!!

N ur da 1 whos changed.. Da old Kieron i met wouldnt swear to me...

Omg.. "D" guy is doin my head in..

He kept askin me out then i said we would b better just stay as friends, i dont want 2 make things more complicated than it is.. Then wat happened was.. He kept txtin me then he was like i've txted u more than 100 txt 2day..

Is that him just realise? Is like a txt from him to me like every min..

"K" Guy which is over i think..

Well he didnt sat thats us over but his msn sayin bit says stacey my wee sexy baby? So im guessin thats us over? I dont care!

N da "R" guy didnt talk 2 me after da e.mail his gf sent me? Wats goin on? I think i need 2 no?

N da "B" Guy just da usual :) Still like him tho x

N da others just...

Guys r just useless..

First 1/ The one starts wae a "R" who told me 2 txt him but then few weeks l8r his gf sayin all that sh*t to me n he didnt say anythin afterwards..? Im still waitin 4 Her reply!!

Second 1/ The one starts wae a "K" sayin all that sh*t how much he wantted me but then wat happened? Dont say things 2 me when u dont mean it!

Third 1/  The one who come n told me a story about him, his gf n his baby, n asked me out? Within few weeks after his gf broken up wae him? N wat about da baby?

Fouth, fifth n sixth.. 1s/ ...

Theres so many things happened within the days i've not bn on this..

Well first, me n Kieron went out.. Broke up.. went out again.. Broke up again.. Then few days l8r he wanted me 2 ask him out? N it was actually me givin him da chance 2 go bk out wae me.. Then sent him a txt sayin im sorry but i really dont want 2 b da 1 askin u out, then we didnt ask at all.. but we met up n gave him a wee kiss.. Everythin were prefectly fine until a fri night, he was havin a party sumwhere.. no idea where he was, but then a day l8r his msn sayin bit says samantha (L) (L)?? Then i asked him if he was goin out wae sum1 else then he was like no she is my pal, shes no well.. Like if i can trust him on that 1.. Not da night after his party tho.. No way! Then 2day it says Stacey my wee stunner, chelsea my shinning star lost of u wurny here..

So emm.. //thats us all over.. Dont no if we're still friends or not.. But we were both on msn at a point then we didnt talk 2 each other, so game over..

Also, got an e-mail 2day which makes me so angry..

Hey just word of advice stay away from Rab he has a gf he is happy with he dont need u inviting him to movies or whatever. He's blocked n deleted u on msn n he WONT be gettin ur addy back trust me on tht 1 since i have his passwords girlfriend privelage :)) n whenever u txt him it gets deleted. So stay the fuck away from him if i find out u txt him once more youll have more than just me to deal with personally. Or u can just do the pathetic thing n text him tell him what ive said. Name's shanny btw. :)

Then i replied n said..

 Right.. I dont mean to be nasty.. BUT, I dont c theres any problem askin a FRIEND out to the cinema.. Even no that person has a gf or bf..
 

Im waitin 4 da reply from her.. Cant wait, gonna b gr8!

Jemma Cheng： 桃花劫就有我份..!!

Jemma Cheng： OMG!! Im so ragin!! I dont mean to be nasty.. BUT, I dont c theres any problem askin a FRIEND out to the cinema.. Even no that person has a gf or bf..!!

Not bn on this in a while..

Quite a lot things bn happening, me n Kieron is goin bk out on da 16th of feb.? I dunno Lol. If it is then it'll b our 4th times goin out.. Our relationship is so weird! I just think when we break up, then he kept sayin he wants me bk.. but then when we go bk out, nothin really happened between us? I have no idea wat hes thinkin? Mayb its bcos im not histype n hes not my type? But we're tryin go out then ended up breakin up?

8/2/2010		18:08:22		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				av stopped smokin
8/2/2010		18:08:33		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				:)
8/2/2010		18:08:56		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				I was gonna say stop smokin lol Thats gd u stopped :)
8/2/2010		18:09:08		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				i jus miss u soo much
8/2/2010		18:09:09		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				:(
8/2/2010		18:09:27		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				U sn me this mornin :) Lol.
8/2/2010		18:09:33		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				ano
8/2/2010		18:09:40		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				but that made me realise how much i love
8/2/2010		18:11:47		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				:(
8/2/2010		18:12:27		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				Im glad u was still talkin 2 me.. Lol. I was like, should i say hi or not Lol.
8/2/2010		18:12:49		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				u wur huggin me fur ages
8/2/2010		18:12:50		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				llool
8/2/2010		18:14:15		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				Bcos i dont want 2 c u smoke..
8/2/2010		18:14:32		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				I just h8 people smokin lol
8/2/2010		18:14:41		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				no offence..
8/2/2010		18:15:07		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				was that it
8/2/2010		18:15:13		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				or was it cause u stul luv me
8/2/2010		18:15:16		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				n u missed me
8/2/2010		18:16:33		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				:S
8/2/2010		18:16:52		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				No comment :)
8/2/2010		18:17:06		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				i wanted to kiss you soo much aswell
8/2/2010		18:17:08		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				:)
8/2/2010		18:18:23		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				can i meet you tomorrow:S
8/2/2010		18:19:46		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				Wat time do u usually get 2 college?
8/2/2010		18:21:29		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				Wat time will u b in college?
8/2/2010		18:21:59		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				half 8
8/2/2010		18:22:55		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				I slept in 2day thats y u sn me Haha..
8/2/2010		18:23:50		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				lol
8/2/2010		18:23:58		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				can we meet tomorrow mornin babe please
8/2/2010		18:25:04		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				Meet u at 8:45?
8/2/2010		18:25:15		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				yeah
8/2/2010		18:25:16		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				:D
8/2/2010		18:25:21		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				where abouts:?
8/2/2010		18:25:47		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				Any where.. Lol.
8/2/2010		18:25:55		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				where i met u thee day:D
8/2/2010		18:26:04		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				Oks :)
8/2/2010		18:26:15		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				can i kiss ye:)
8/2/2010		18:26:43		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				?
8/2/2010		18:27:57		[c=63]x .ღ...ღ *JΣΜ* ღ...ღ. x[/c=64]				If u want :) But im not kissin bk.. Haha Lol.
8/2/2010		18:28:14		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				awryt
8/2/2010		18:28:15		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				lol
8/2/2010		18:28:28		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				can it be a long kiss on the lips this tym
8/2/2010		18:28:29		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				:D
8/2/2010		18:30:18		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				?
8/2/2010		18:35:16		(6)Kieron Smith(6)				:S:S

But then he didnt turn up? N he said he thought we're meetin at half 8 n I was waitin outside with da frezzin cold weather.. I was ragin Lol.

I was supprise that day i sn him smokin :o Bcos i was like when did u start smokin then he was like few days ago.. I was like dont tell me its bcos of me then he was like yeah, bcos of the stressful.. N i was so upset about it, i nearly cried. I couldnt believe it..

Sn my baby this mornin.. :) Even we didnt no each other were goin down town.. Think this is luv <3 x

I was tryin 2 find my hk friends like da other day but i wouldnt find any :o Thats terrible aint it.. Lol.

It was like 999people live in tai po n have qooza, but i couldnt find any of them?!?!? They hiddin from me?? Lol.

Bk 2 my relationship, well.. goin bk out wae him like last night..

We were talkin 2 msn.. Well.. i wouldnt call talkin.. bcos he was shoutin at me n swore at me :o I was like Omg.. N half n hour l8r i was like do u want to try ones more, if it doesnt work out then, then i dunno.. So, thats me goin bk out wae him... How complicated is that?

Well.. Hes comin 2 my college on mon, starts on mon.. Hes in on mon, tues, thurs n fri.. So i'll c him like 3days week.. But is like nothin 2 talk about tho.. Any ideas of wat we can talk about? Lol.