上星期照的正電子掃瞄報告已取到手，雖然任何結果都已有心理準備，仍是沒有勇氣打開看看。也因為昨天中醫師說我面色不大好，顯然身體比較虛弱，反而覺得身體可能真的有不妥，所以不敢面對。決定明天到頭頸科覆診時，交給陳醫生揭曉吧。

昨晚恢復手術後的第一次羽毛球運動，很久沒有在羽毛球場上活動，揮拍力勁大不如前，反應也比以前慢。唯有守在網前，替拍擋封網，這樣大可不用消耗多大的體力，對我來說又可表現優勝的球技。原以為這麼長時間沒有運動，今天一定週身酸痛，相反，還很精神抖擻。

收到曦曦的新照片，星期天穿了踢死兔去出席伯父的婚禮，看他穿了格仔羊毛背心，十分老積。

We have got the PET scan report on hand yesterday. Although I psychologically to adopt any results, I still have not had much confident to read it.  In addition to that chinese practictioner said my facial expression was not good, I think that there may be something bad on my health, so I left the report  to Dr. Chan by tomorrow's appointment. 

Yesterday, I played badminton. Since the neck operation,  there were over 3 months I haven't played.  The energy and strength are far below as well as the reaction.  So, I can only played as the net keeper because I was skilled in.  Assume that it would be very tired today since not have badminton game so long, oppositely I feel very good.

Just received new photos from Hei hei. He attend a wedding on Sunday.  He wore the vest, he was lacking in youthful vigour.

三個多月前曾提到做完頸部手術後，這個朋友相信應該可以離我而去。可是，三個多月後的今天，發現它不知為何，仍不願離去。雖然這個朋友己依附了我年多兩年，我亦曾有段時期嘗試接受及習慣與它“共處”。現在它亦未有為我帶來多大的身體痛楚及嚴重毛病。近來的覆診、檢驗及掃瞄等等....已把我的平日的時間排得密密麻麻。太耐了，已厭棄了時常醫院及辦公室兩邊走那種頻僕的生活，背負著它這麼久是多麼累吧，究竟幾時至肯走。朋友家人叫我不要太過緊張，以至影響身體，我當然會聽取。

2009年的希望都是這個-─趕快地請它離去，還要到很遠很遠的地方，永不要回來。

滑雪高手!!??(Skiing High hand!!??)

Three months ago, I believed that after the neck operation, I will recover and will not suffer the cancer in the future.  However, this 'friend' still not willing to leave me.   I ever think about to have 'it' with me together for the a certain of time.  But the time is too too long.  Although it now was not bringing me so much painful and uncomfortable, I weary of the hurry life between the hospital and office frequently. That's made me so tired.  To minimize any unexpected reaction ,  I hear the opinion from my friends that I really not be so stretch and tense. 

Thus, the best wish of 2009:  get rid of all the illness and enjoy a healthy life.

今日比平時返工還要早起床，因為要往伊利沙伯醫院做正電子掃瞄。9點鐘到，做完準備功夫大約10點半開始掃瞄，半個鐘就可以了。以為可以換衫走人，點知姑娘話要等多半個鐘再照多一套片，攪到12點幾至走得。第二次照的時候，技師叫我躺臥及高舉雙手，因為手術後左手仍不能正常地高舉，舉了幾分鐘，左膊頭已很疼痛，全過程只是十五分鐘，也只好忍著吧。掃瞄完了，放下來時，膊頭要很久才恢復有點知覺。

我們時常都可見到曦曦食嘢的好味樣子，見佢食得咁開心，都會增加食慾吧。