it will be Valentine's day this coming Sunday.

In order to celerbrate this day, therefore there was a early- Valentine's day at school today.

i had a wrong concept of what people would do. I thought traditionally girls would  deliver chocolates to boys, however, boys would get a rose for girls.

There was a small counter had been set at where is just next to the entrance to the school canteen these days. People can have a chance to send a rose to the one they like.

They had to write down 'From who', 'To who' and where the one's PC/Roll class is' and the words/message you want the one to know. Finally, the most important thing was to pay for it, which is $4 for each rose.  Few days ago, while i was having Biology class, i was forced by Sabrina, Prisilla and especially Anita to tell who i am getting a flower to.

Anita asked,' Are you getting one to someone?'

i answered,' um.' with a claim facial expression.

'it does not mean Yes or No, answer me and stop escaping.'

'i did not go to the counter and write her name.' i answered in a skillful way and this is telling her nothing.

Finally she gave up and let me go because the bell was gone and time to back home.

There were lots of people surrounding the counter and writting , some of them were walking around, standing by the barrier and staring at it. They seems like scard of  knowing by other people they were getting a flower for a girl. it seems like i am talking about myself. =]   i finally got one flower for each four girls, Sheree, Christina, Yolanda and Stephanie. i got it for each of them with different reasons. Once i heard this activity, somehow they came up to my mind. Truly, i wanted to get a flower for each girls i know because i want to have an impressive memory at school. However, i am not that rich and i know there would be a big misunderstanding of what people think about me.

During Roll class time, before recess, there were songs played and flowers were delivering to the girls. Soon, once i walking out from the class and i saw girls holding flowers in their arm. As normal, i went to where we usually go to and sat with my friends. Once they knew i got flower for four girls, they said, ' Arthur, you are such a player.' Then my response was,' my point of view is rose can represent friendship as well and it depends on what you feel.'

The idea from Christina was good but i think it would not suit on me. I dont want to force other and dont wanna be forced coz i dont want another feels uncomfortable and being embrassed. Once i saw Nana approaching me, i knew there was a time to run away for a while coz i knew sth was gonna to happened.

i did not expected sth happened coz i know that's impossible. all i want is just that she feels happy.

So many works to do and most of them due next monday. feel like i have a few time to do these works coz tmr going to have dinner in Eastwood, Sunday: may go to city and relative's home to get pocket money.  

As more as i grow, as more quiet i am. Is that good? might be.......

These days somehow i feel so tired it might because i kept on thinking sth.

woke up at 8 successfully today but went to slept again after brushing my teeth. =.=!  my bed is too attractive especially when its raining and cool weather.

Actually watched 'Beauity Cooking' this morning and the jokes they make was so funny. Soon i  vacum home for both ground floor and first floor respectively. it took me about 1 hour coz i am too responsible. i felt like i have a responsibility to look after this house and family members in this home. However, my cousin Anthony's point of view is different to me. Maybe, i should he is just not mature enough at the moment and his parents don't blame him a lot but persuade him only . He doesnt do anything productive but only sit on front of his computer reaing comic and facebook. He prefer do sth like that whole in stead of working with us. This seen to be my home more than him. He should pick up more tasks in order to belong.

i should plan my timetable well. 

Just like i planed to finish my maths work within 2 hours but i failed and it totally took me about 4 hours.( so many exercises from the book !!)

Monday tmr.    According to what people say it is stupid Monday tmr. Now i feel so coz it seems like i am getting Double extension tmr.

i mean i got extension tmr after school and have turtion at night.  (normally start at 7:30 til about 9:30 to 10:00. )

Doing a speech tmr . Hope i can do well .

i got a mixed idea again, to consider whether go or not.

Want to go : cause i have never been to this kind of activity and so i want to see what it looks like, and another specific reason

Dont wanna go: no. i should say 'not allowed to go' instead cause aunt asked me not to go, she said it wastes time.

Truely, i hope the swimming carnival can be resumed but not canceled due to the bad weather.

the reason is that i wanna get a day off tmr and go to Para. library.

千萬唔好 raining 呀 !!! 

if it rains, my plan will be totally failed.

今日真係.....點形容好呢? 都諗倒既... i can only use few words to describe myself today: 一個字 : 有D累 and 兩個字 :反應遲鈍

點解? last night 成晚都冇訓到...... 因為自己既錯....太睇少D assessments. 下次唔可以再係敢嫁 la !!  i promise.

Truely 真係幾鐘意    黑夜既渿黑 黑夜既寜靜 因為黑既時候能令人沉靜下來思考.................

可惜呢到唔同香港, 如果唔係就可以夜晚出去 Running .

i need to give thanks to Din- Din-na ( haha... yes yes.. CT  that's you) for providing me those links to me.

Sooon it was about 6:30 a.m. i was about to go to school. I changed my clothes and went down there to have breakfast.

Once i got there, i saw there was a cup of coffee which was for me and made by my aunt. i felt so sweet there and so touching.

actuallyi just felt tired spiritually but not physically.

Soon i got home and needed to pay for the coffee to my aunt  

the payment was ..... 我要付出D時間去比 aunt 問話........真係有D似一個 thief questioning by policemen 一樣.

during the questioing, she said: 如果你係我個仔, 我就一早打左你 la.

once i heard that, i got a feeling like she treat me like her son. and i felt like i am disappointing her.

Totally got blamed for about 30 mins. =.=!

其實, 由細到大都好鍾意佢 有好多原因既:

1. because she is very nice to me and looks after me a lot.  < 呢個係其中一個原因

2. 佢  "內在美"    同    "外在美"     俱備 .  < 呢個唔係原因來既我諗

3. 而另個呢就係因為佢好明白事理( 來左 Australia 呢邊先知到)

4. 全無代溝, 真咩 topic 都得呀 !

5. 最重要係佢好 有義氣 , helpful and care us. remember there was a time she was doing a speech with me from about 11 p.m. to 4 p.m.

最近喺學校既人, 事, 物.. 都令我覺得有D唔自在.   我諗應該係自己既問題來既...

最近 realise that the people who i do like mostly stand  with 'S' and 'C'  

最近 realise 到, 我唔係深思熟濾, but just 猶豫不決.

最近 realise that i am glad that i met these people in Australia school, such as Sheree, Stephanie, Yolanda, Rooney, Christina, , LinDa Da, Clinton....etc. 

some words that suggest what i think of them are: helpful, pure, sincere, easy- going, active( unlike me)

i like their way of thinking, the tone they talk, the way they treat friends.

which one is me,  the active, talkative one or the passive, quiet one ?

Arthur !!! how come you waste too much time !!! why dont you finish it in the holiday !!  Dont left your work to the last minutes !!