I am scared!! I have to tell Kit about my secrets! haha...hmm...Maybe I am making a too big deal of things. I just don't want her to hate me!! Even though she promised...even though it doesnt matter.This is Kit! She is my best friend! I know that I have not known her for very long, but it feels like I have known her forever!! She makes me laugh so hard everyday!!
Today was good day. we had snow day yesterday and I played in the snow with Bora!! It feels weird because sometimes I really like Bora, and other times, I am thinking about the other person I like.
I don't know what to do. I know that maybe I have chance with Bora, but i dont want to date him. I just want to be friends and flirt with him...maybe...I dont know what I want. But I know that I want more than friends with other crush. But the problem is that they don't know!!! I don't KNOW!!!
*cry*

I have to work tomorrow from 4-10pm gross!!
My birthday is next saturday!! yay! I will be 17 years old! I want to go see scary movie with Kit on my bday but the movie we want to see doesnt come out until March 21st :(
But I know that I want to hang out with her then! I don't want to sit at home alone because my parents are going to Nashville, Tennessee. I will be all alone on my birthday! SAD!!

I want to put music on this blog, but I don't know how. I would ask Kit, but I still feel stupid for even having this. But she noticed haah! she wrote on her blog: "sara, i cant believe you just got on here and wrote comment!" or something like that...I cant remember exactly. I feel really REALLY stupid even when I say Chinese or Japanese word because i am NOT either one, and I probably look so so so stupid :( Plus, I found this today:
Anyways, I will keep posted whats going on...and when I talk to Kit *scared*