so it's end of 2011 already. Didn't like how dead my blog was :(
It meant that i hadnt pen down my thoughts, and yeah, i probably forgot most of the things i've done in 2011 D:
So here's a MEME kope from Kei-chan :)
To maybe let me reflect on my 2011, and plan my 2012.
1. What did you do in 2011 that you’d never done before? There's probably a lot? But what comes to mind was participating in preparing/organising a fund-raising event. Well, I think i didnt do much, but i think there was more invovlement, like going down to police office tgt and ask how to apply for permit or anything. I gave my all for the first time in asking people to donate XD. I went into my first ever audit office and participated in counting the donations raised. Wrote my first message in public on my heart felt words for the Japanese and GACKT for the 312 earthquake. The whole campaign of SHOW YOUR HEART gave me a lot of first times :D
Be in a video for GACKT? Ahh..I also flimed a Thank you-video for pastor kong (which memory card got lost T.T) and my first time to take photo with pastor kong also happens in 2011 TT.TT
Maybe i should proceed to the next qn already xD
2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? probably, i dont think i made any resolutions. but i studied Japanese this year :)
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Probably yes, but i didnt know.. HA!
4. Did anyone close to you die? Someone close to me in family line, but not in relationship. My 4th uncle's wife. So this is why we should live life to the fullest? Death seems far, but it might be near.
5. What countries did you visit? NO!! if you count Malaysia, then yes.. went Cameron Highland and JB. lol. it's so near that you dont feel like you went overseas. XD
6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011? Quiet Time with my dear heavenly Father. :'D I've be so slack towards the end of the year =.= Basically, my spiritual life... :D I want it to maintain throughout the year!
I want to have more time. i.e. i want to not spend so much time on computer and sleep. and do more meaningful stuff. Lastly, I want to have courage chase my dream.
7. What dates from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 1 Apr 2011 - Where give my heart and sweat at the Somerset MRT and ask donations for everyone. Trying to be v energised! Why? it was the toughest period i thought, because i really want to give my best to raise as much funds as possible.
and a date i cant remember, but it's the day at the airport sending Jeon his flight to KL, we will only meet 5 years ltr :( the happenings will be etch in my memory, but i just cant remember the date. D: and also, the date where we have our Korean BBQ, farewell dinner for Jeon. T.T He was so kind and foot the bill for 20 people.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? uhh.. it's sad that im kinda stuck at this. D: To be complaining that i want to quit on my job, but i endure it till now? that i have become stronger, and understand myself better than before. I know my values better. I guess? :')
9. What was your biggest failure? To not have learn guitar on my own due to my half-assed attitude. To not being disipline enough to save money, and i know that i cant go Japan in 2012 on my bday.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Pretty healthy this year, didnt have the chance to take MC. but this is Good! :D im happy about it. Thank God for Good Health!
11. What was the best thing you bought? Bought too much stuff this year, I mean L'Arc stuff, and they are all the best things. and the awesome Wine red Jacket, (i dont care if people think it's maroon! it's red wine!)
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? JY's and MINE! lol! to be able to keep calm and carry on facing little OLD rascal. Key word is facing. in my heart i have kill uncountable time.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Applalled and depress... hmm.. thou shall not be named. but this fellow only made me appalled and not depress.. haha! totally appallaled by how childish, irritating people actually can get. For my 20 years of live, this fellow i swear, is the one that had step on my tail. I think my threshold for patience is really high, but this fellow is too irritating, exceeded my threshold, and bah! this fellow i have shut out of my life. oh, probably this is one of my greates failure in 2011, to let some tiny figure made me boil.
14. Where did most of your money go? To the "tetsuya Foundation." (this ans was from Kei-chan!) Totally fit!
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Buying Hongkong World tour tickets? or do you call that nervous? teehee! From recent, 23 Dec, I got really excited in seeing belle and aryon in church XD
16. What song will always remind you of 2011? Good Luck My Way by L'Arc~en~Ciel! ♥ (same as kei-chan too!)
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: 1. happier or sadder? We always aim to be happier! so of cos i am happier! i forgot how sad i am alrdy. or how happy i am alrdy, but dont think of the sadness! 2. thinner or fatter? Thinner! omg! so happy! 3. richer or poorer? Richer! in knowledge and in cash! lol. oh well.. cash maybe poorer since i need to save more for trips!
18. What do you wish you’d done more of? More meticulous... more productive. more energetic. I dont know why i just get so tired after a day of work. =.=
19. What do you wish you’d done less of? im becoming more of a collector =.= of L'Arc stuff. Which my aim for 2012 is becoming less of this. I have bought really too much things this year =.= so i wish for less of this next year.
and less of sleep!
20. How did you spend Christmas? How... went for 2nd time service with WL and YT, and totally ENJOYED our christmas drama production once agn. and we ate curry and slack around. and i got yukio signed card!
21. Did you fall in love in 2011? Beside L'Arc, i fall in love with this guy i met in MRT. LOL, total strangers.
22. What was your favorite TV program? Thought of listing Bemu, but urgh, it was my fav because of the ending.. ok, not true, i shall say it's bemu, even though it's limitless lousy ending. does anime considered as TV program? if yes, Seikai and AoEx my choice!
23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? Rather than hate, i call it dislike. Yes, there is. Since this person only appear in 2011. HA!
24. What was the best book you read? I dont really read =.= there's this illustration book? by phil pringle, BUT GOD. tt was good. and MOONCHILD book jy bought this year. XD
25. What was your greatest musical discovery? L'Arc~en~Ciel!!! Sorry~ Everyday, I can feel as though they're awesomeness is increasing. (^_~)[ok i want to use Kei-chan's answer agn, though i haven got the copyright ><) and B'z's Prayer, i think that was really a good song. and the Devotion CD. AWESOME.
26. What did you want and get? All the purchases of L'Arc this year.. but this qn seems weird. lol. i want it and i get it.. so i think there's quite a lot to list.
27. What did you want and not get? To attend L'Arc live, to be LE-CIEL. To get to talk my MRT guy. LOL
28. What was your favorite film of this year? the only one i rmb, Starry Starry Night and Conan!
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 20 yr old.... Celebrated for 3 days doing all tt i want! Ate ramen tt i nv tried, went mediya and shop like im a millionaire, mum roasted chicken, and bought our own strawberry shortcake. Writings: Happy Birthday JX JY GACKT. trended #happybirthday GACKT, almost the whole day and get black listed by frens =.= Watch GACKT and L'Arc concert.. :D and get separated from the world. LOL
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? If i went Japan? Brought more friends to church to enjoy the awesome production :D
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2011? Shirts with plain tee inside... LOL! with boots.
32. What kept you sane? My brain? hahahaha!
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? L'Arc~en~Ciel!
34. What political issue stirred you the most? the GE?
35. Who did you miss? JEON-SAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
36. Who was the best new person you met? Guaygen and Jas!!!! Belle! Doreen! Aryon! XD
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011. At a time like this, just laugh.. HA HA HA.. If we dont stand up for ourselves, nobody is going to do that for us. What we want, get up and fight for it. CHASE your dreams. YEAH.. that's probably not what i have learn in 2011, but what attitude I have, or wanted to have.
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"Crossing the distant Rainbow Good luck my way, to the path we trust"
GOOD LUCK MY WAY by L'Arc~en~Ciel (translated by nanani-san here)
"When you hit a wall rather than worry, graffiti it Those who were able to enjoy it will laugh until the end"
New beginnings never really do begin at the start of anything, there is much that has come before which I realize cannot be dismissed with the turn of a page or the folding and storing of a memory.
I guess this is an attempt at something different, something lighter, less personal and because of that less dreary I hope.
The day was spent on the road between hotel and somewhere else and then back again. Yamagata's Sunday Afternoon playing through the speakers on a sleepy sunday afternoon.
I kept turning the volume lower and lower each time I replayed it until her voice was reduced to a barely audible whisper.
Good music has always been the best companion on journeys like these.
The optimist inside of me says: I want to travel all over the world, to the most picturesque of European cities where everything will look like the movies I keep watching to fuel my wanderlust. Soft orange glow and a deep focus to everything, the background and the foreground merge into one, flooding my senses.
As I'm dreaming I feel like someone both young and old, slowly coming to the realization that past experiences and memories coupled with future hopes and dreams merge into one single present : Waking up begins with here and now.
Disjointed(but hardly random) lyrics which have stuck long past the afternoon:
"You're scared cause I feel like home"
"Oh we're so disarming darling everything we did believe, is diving diving diving diving off the balcony"
"I love you I've a drowning grip on your adoring face, I love you my responsibility has found a place"
"Daylight licked me into shape, I must have been asleep for days"
"On dit qu'au-delà des mers, Là-bas sous le ciel clair, Il existe une cité, au séjour enchanté."
"I am yours now so now I don't ever have to leave, I've been found out so now I'll never explore"
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