本來無一物...

何處惹塵埃!!

都怪自己

想.得.太.多.!

Well..有相了.... 死心未??

為何我曾相信你所講的說話.?

"肥茶壺?! 我發現我不知不覺中意左你? 好掛住你啊!  "

哈! 好真wor!

我當初話吾信你! 到現在我卻默默地信了!

但心痛了...

為何要在我信的時候騙我呢?

好啦~!! 你個小小fun..! 我地就咁啦~bye~!

哈,! 哈.! 哈.! 一場笑劇.....................................................................................................

One day, the cup asked her owner for some water, "I feel lonely, I need some water!"

Her owner said that ok, if you get some water, are you still lonely, arent you?"

The cup said that I think so!!!

Then the owner poured some hot water in the cup

The boiling water made the cup felt she would be melted... maybe it was the magic of love

gradually, the water became warm, she thought that it was the suitable temperature for her.

she enjoy being with the warm water.  In this moment, she found out that it means life. 

Finally, the water became icy... The cup felt uncomfortable with it..

She felt confused about their relationship

she wanna make a decision of leaving 

She wanna tells her owner to pour out the water... because it makes her feel uneasy.

but owner is not at home.. Hence, she decided to jump on the floor

she became the broken glass.... and she saw that in the buttom of her heart, still have the  love trace of water

she loves water very very much... even more than she thought,

Because of that, the broken cup was crying, she would like to back to the past

and love the water again !

however, we know that the cup was broken , so she had no room for water anymore....

whatever, she felt regret or tearful

Time was gone, nothing could be changed

  Gradually.....我開始習慣了在美國的生活

習慣了孤單..習慣了寂寞..習慣了被人煩煩..跟住不哄而散~

這裡的人...實在太複雜..太複雜

還是我太單純?? 哈! 算啦...我就是我!

這裡的人....好像沒有真心...

為何那麼害怕受傷害? 那麼喜歡計較為別人付出??

我...是否不適合這裡? 我想離開..我想要愛....我想得到關心和 smile ~

以前擁有的...現在沒有了

以前沒有的...現在有了

但我快樂嗎?

我只知道我疲倦了..... 

 after the night you left me alone, you haven't called me again. 

It is easy to know, you have a new girl friend.

I dont wanna call you and interrept your daily life.

Gradually, I am back to the time without you.

On last Wednesday, I saw you picked Tim up and I was suprised to see there was a girl sitting next to you.

I thought that was the reason why you didnt call me anymore.

You dont need me to talk with you at midnight, you dont need me to listen what you thought

Honestly, I miss you sometime when I wish my phone will ring at night

However, I know that is impossible! Anyhow, I cannot fulfill what you want, I hope your girl friend can love you instead of me.

I feel ridiculous that I cannot find someone instead of you until now. 

Actually, I understand the meaning of the famous sentence,'two people meet and love each other in the right time is one of the happinesses'

For me, I just can say, we love each other on the wrong time. 

Nevertheless, I hope after a long time ago, when you thought of me, you will smile.

In other word, you are my first man, who have told me you loved me in the past.....

As other say, get away from one relationship is harder than fall in love with others.

In short, I prefer wait for the one who really love me and in relationship with him than not to follow what I want!!!!

Btw, I think I will have a lonely birthday in March...t3t

we have no school for almost a week!

I still feel down and blue

I love snow but I dont like snowy day....

(I cannot stop to think about how come I am so silly, why I decided to call you at the terrible night )

In this boring week, I just enjoy my life, but I think it is so wasteful !! I dont like it...

My heart was broken, no one would like to care about me anymore.

I saw the post on my friend's facebook, she can be the student of BEI JING  education university. 

I feel jealous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My report paper is greater than she !!! If I not choose the way, study in the USA

I will be the one in BEI Jing Education university!!

I feel tiresome to think more about my future, I am afraid of my future!

If I cannot be the student in UW(or other brilliant university ),,,, that all the things just like a dream!

For me, Chinese is my mother language and it is also my favourite subject !

I enjoy writing Chinese essay! I enjoy talking in Chinese! How come I choose study in the USA

NOw, nothing I can do ! I just like broke my perfect work and make a new one.!

It is hard for me to start from zero! I feel tired and uncomfortable to speak and listen English,,, during the classes. 

2012 represent a big challenge,!  Will I become a guy who can speak fluent English? Am I a brilliant student?

Can I get 3A in this quarter?  any surprising thing will happen?

anyhow,,,,I just can wait ,, to see what happen..Y3Y

My heart is broken,! all the bloods are  flowing out!... so scary!!!!!