after the night you left me alone, you haven't called me again. 

It is easy to know, you have a new girl friend.

I dont wanna call you and interrept your daily life.

Gradually, I am back to the time without you.

On last Wednesday, I saw you picked Tim up and I was suprised to see there was a girl sitting next to you.

I thought that was the reason why you didnt call me anymore.

You dont need me to talk with you at midnight, you dont need me to listen what you thought

Honestly, I miss you sometime when I wish my phone will ring at night

However, I know that is impossible! Anyhow, I cannot fulfill what you want, I hope your girl friend can love you instead of me.

I feel ridiculous that I cannot find someone instead of you until now. 

Actually, I understand the meaning of the famous sentence,'two people meet and love each other in the right time is one of the happinesses'

For me, I just can say, we love each other on the wrong time. 

Nevertheless, I hope after a long time ago, when you thought of me, you will smile.

In other word, you are my first man, who have told me you loved me in the past.....

As other say, get away from one relationship is harder than fall in love with others.

In short, I prefer wait for the one who really love me and in relationship with him than not to follow what I want!!!!

Btw, I think I will have a lonely birthday in March...t3t