we have no school for almost a week!

I still feel down and blue

I love snow but I dont like snowy day....

(I cannot stop to think about how come I am so silly, why I decided to call you at the terrible night )

In this boring week, I just enjoy my life, but I think it is so wasteful !! I dont like it...

My heart was broken, no one would like to care about me anymore.

I saw the post on my friend's facebook, she can be the student of BEI JING  education university. 

I feel jealous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My report paper is greater than she !!! If I not choose the way, study in the USA

I will be the one in BEI Jing Education university!!

I feel tiresome to think more about my future, I am afraid of my future!

If I cannot be the student in UW(or other brilliant university ),,,, that all the things just like a dream!

For me, Chinese is my mother language and it is also my favourite subject !

I enjoy writing Chinese essay! I enjoy talking in Chinese! How come I choose study in the USA

NOw, nothing I can do ! I just like broke my perfect work and make a new one.!

It is hard for me to start from zero! I feel tired and uncomfortable to speak and listen English,,, during the classes. 

2012 represent a big challenge,!  Will I become a guy who can speak fluent English? Am I a brilliant student?

Can I get 3A in this quarter?  any surprising thing will happen?

anyhow,,,,I just can wait ,, to see what happen..Y3Y

My heart is broken,! all the bloods are  flowing out!... so scary!!!!!