It is snowing outside, I think it is really cold. 

My heart was broken last night, I cannot forget how did they treat me

We missed the last bus to Olympia, because David went to restroom.

Anyhow, I tried to call many friends. But they gave me some ridiculous excus such as I feel unwell or Please find another person to pick you up

The word like disappointed , upset cannot really explain my feeling directly,

I cannot deny I am nobody in their heart, It is easy to know why they treat me like that.

In the past , I believed that the real friend will help you when you get into trouble.

 Anyhow, I obtained some experiments in this case that everyone is a entity, it is human nature that no one will help you to solve the problem, 

we should understand the socio-cultural rule , everyone are selfish, no one care about you when you have any problems. 

Individual, is the main leasson we must take in our life. 

I never believe the sweet sentences from any men! All men are selfish!!!! 

huh!!!! I think nobody will love me again! I am the most terrific  girl in the world.

I am afraid of myself, I was so ridiculous had the idea of someone will come  to pick me up

I may become a beauty !  It is the only way to catch men's eyes and then I can treat them as 'well' as they treat me! 

In short, I wont trust anyone anymore, I am a individual girl who can solve all the problems from my life.