on 9/20...is a significant day to me...after playing basketball and came back home.. and took a shower to wash up my stunning body,lol ...i asked ryan to come to my home with wine/beer....my sister said it s okay to do that...as she had drank several times...or she wanted to drink with us.. whatever..so then a moment later..ryan arrived to my home with a bottle of wine ,it s called white wine... and a bottle of sprite.. so then after taking a shower,..he s in my home....so here we go...both of us shared the wine and the sprite...they told me to mix the wine with sprite ...taste better then i tried one glass first ..while they were talking...after drinking some wine, i thought i was still ok..i was in conscious..and later on ...i played card with ryan...and he showed some magic to me..hahah..it was crazy...couldnt believe how he was able to make the same cards came out after moving all cards around...that was incredible...nice to see..lol...he told me he was taught the skills from one of his korean friend while he was in Odio.....at that time..i didnt know why i felt sth weird....i felt my head was heavy and my whole body was light...i felt so sleepy...just wanna jump on the bed and got rest....that s how being drunk was....i tried that feeling of being drunk eventually,lol....i knew i will have to drink one day in future..better learned and felt the taste as soon as chances came on....so....the time comes,,you just have to accept and try it...i dont know.....whatever......by the way...its my first time to try to drink...haha..in 19....pretty good time or little late,,probably....and um..i tried to hold on a bit..til not anymore..then i went to sleep...z.z..zz...and ryan.he lyed on the sofa in that night....on thursday night...erica,tin,and sho came to my house...they watched tv and "hae"...a short while later...they talked abt hair style....n i just came out from my room..so i became their target.lol...erica was thoughtful...she found that part of hair was longer,part of them were shorter..hehe...coz i told them i cut it on my own....and then later on,.when they talking abt love...and everyone s love experience....erica and others asked me if i wanna join....i refused brilliantly..lol...and when she was talking her experience....she talked loudly intentionally...its like to make me hear on purpose,lol...~~....and then after 3....it s over....sho and tin left,and erica stayed and slept on the sofa as she was extremely exhausted....and everyone went to bed finally....