N耐無打~~

原本想星期三晚打既~~

但係又唔知點解上唔到~~

之後又入左天水圍~~

到今日先返出黎~~

所以今日先打到~~

4-8-2008(星期一、放榜第一日)

舊年既今日~~

對我黎講~~無乜回憶~~

我淨係記得果日同奇哥去左交收~~

果晚訓覺個腦淨係諗住趙太果朝同我講應該讀到中六呢一句~~

所以今日返到去學校都無乜特別野~~

返到去hea左陣~~同文總睇佢retake英文~~

合格~~yeah~~我地唔洗無左個head prefect~~

但係金龍、肥沈&龍哥就唔合格~~

無得繼續做同學~~

之後當值~~

見到好多人都好似拎到心目中理想既分數~~

諗返起自己好似好不濟~~

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5-8-2008(放榜第二日)

今日係第二階段&第三階段~~

諗返起自己舊年都係第三階段收既~~

果日真係幾緊張嫁~~

不過一話收左既時候就鬆哂~~

但係聽到唔收晉彥之後~~

又登佢緊張~~

之後同佢去左慕光同瑪利諾睇左一睇先走~~

今日朝早返到去真係幾悶~~

又喺電腦室睇住個市黎當值~~

下晝就......Orz...Orz...Orz...

肥健今年都係升唔到中六~~

點解???點解???點解???

點解???點解???點解???

點解???點解???點解???

點解???點解???點解???

點解???點解???點解???

點解肥健咁努力都唔得???

點解偏偏完全無得同佢比既我就可以舊年就升到???

點解努力既人偏偏得唔到應得既回報???

點解要我做第一個知道肥健升唔到既人???

聽到佢升唔到之後~~我仲要笑住出去叫佢入黎~~

佢等緊果陣~~我喺電腦室好似想拆樓咁~~

等到阿sir親口同佢講升唔到~~

我攬住左佢~~眼淚就開始黎~~

呢次係我第一次為朋友而喊~~

喺果一刻~~我先真正明白~~

我最重要、最著緊既朋友就係肥健~~

不過同時間cecilia唔知因咩事而喊~~

仲有少少怒火咁添~~

我都係第一次見到佢咁樣~~

最後都唔知咩事~~

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6-8-2008(放榜第三日、原第四階段收生日)

打風~~都唔知係好彩定唔好彩~~

好彩既係有得休息下~~

唔好彩既係好悶~~

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7-8-2008(放榜第四日、第四階段收生日)

今日可能係我拒絕人最多既一日~~

唔知同左幾多個好緊張既學生講︰「唔好意思，我地唔會收你」~~

硬係有少少罪惡感~~

忙左成朝~~食完飯返左學校問阿sir拎返d飯錢~~

之後就搭左車入去馬鞍山~~

又係去左佢樓下~~

諗住俾隻usb手指佢~~

話哂佢隻usb手指整爛左~~我要負99.99%既責任~~

喺佢屋企樓下懇求佢左十幾分鐘~~

佢最後都肯落黎~~

佢落到黎拎左隻手指之後~~

就話送我走~~

我話諗住落烏溪沙~~

佢送下送下~~同我走左去行左d晨運徑之類既路~~

期間有幾次我都想同佢講~~

但係都覺得好似唔係好岩feel~~

其實我開頭係諗住到左烏溪沙先講~~

但係最後佢都唔肯去烏溪沙~~

因為佢話屋企部電腦未熄同埋都已經好晏~~

今次任我點懇求都好~~

佢都唔肯~~

所以我呢一次表白行動亦都又再一次徹徹底底咁失敗~~

過左烏溪沙hea左一陣~~

就搭車返屋企~~

果晚MSN同佢講野~~

講到我同佢既距離好似愈黎愈遠~~

Orz...Orz...Orz...

而家就連我同佢唯一既聯繫---果隻手指~~

都已經解決左~~

我同佢可以見到面、傾到計既機會已經可能無哂~~

Orz...Orz...Orz...

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8-8-2008

今日同Martin、碧芝、姑姐&麻麻去左Ocean park~~

好耐無去啦~~上一次去真係都好多年前~~

今日真係玩到勁濕~~

最後走左之後入左天水圍~~

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11-8-2008

喺天水圍住左兩日~~

個人好似又懶左少少~~

今日返出黎~~

Martin黎左我屋企~~

打機...打機...&打機~~

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世界上最遠既距離唔係由南極去到北極~~

亦都唔係由地球去到銀河系既盡頭~~

而係人同人之間既距離~~

對住Joan~~我愈係接近佢~~

我就愈係覺得佢愈黎愈遠~~

遠到幾乎連望都望佢唔到~~

果日同佢行左個幾鐘(應該有掛)左右~~

雖然最後表白行動都失敗~~

但係過程之中我都好開心~~

同佢一齊行~~完全唔洗講野我都已經好開心~~

但係可能做慣聆聽者既我對於佢黎話~~

唔係一個傾到計既人掛~~

所以我地既距離就好似愈黎愈遠咁~~