近來我鐘意左一個唔會鐘意我嘅男子...亦到係我唔可以鐘意佢..但係我偏偏就鐘意左佢...我無辦法左止自己...就算我可以左止自己嘅行為...但係左止唔到我個心...點解點解...我偏偏會鐘意佢...到底我鐘意佢D咩野AR....佢有D咩好R....可能我鐘意佢細心、溫柔、懂得講笑、帶被我開心、帶被我歡樂......可能就係E D野啦.....令我不自覺地鐘意左佢...我E為我再見到佢就唔會再鐘意佢...點知我又不小心鐘意左佢......我有時候真係有D衝動想同佢講...我鐘意你...但係我最終到無講出口...係因為驚無朋友做...還是其他呢?EG:利用佢、PLAY佢...連我自己到唔知道、唔清楚
當我剛剛知...佢鐘意另一個人嘅時候...突然好想喊...我已經為左E個人喊再好多次...仲比我細佬見到我偷偷地喊...我真係好辛苦AR...亦想因為佢而改變自己...嘗試去接受一D自己唔鐘意嘅野.....唔通E D就係叫做愛情...可以為左一個唔會鐘意自己嘅人而去改變...其實係唔係一件好事呢...連我到唔知道...愛情原來真係好盲目....無人會知道下一步到係點...好迷網
我又唔明白佢點解要對我咁好...可能佢對個個女仔到係咁樣...但係佢知唔知咁樣好容易被人誤會......我真係唔想佢對我咁好...我情原佢對我忍心一D...唔好對我咁好...可能我會好過一D
其實我好唔好名佢講我鐘意你好呢...講左出嚟又唔會死嘅...但係會唔會再有朋友做唔知.....但係我又唔想後悔無同佢講...我真係好驚...好驚...唔知點AR!!
我唔想再失去佢..因為我已經錯過左好愛情....有錢仔..姐弟戀...暗戀...E D戀情到唔係我最想要...我最想要嘅係有講有笑嘅愛情..仲有無人可以比我呢???連我到唔知...我會唔會再遇到呢????好想知道AR!!!誰人可以告訴我????
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