Everybody just leave me alone, never overlap with my mind. Although they told me that they are busy enough to miss this event, but I still feel that they are changed, mentally. In case, the availability is sold by their willing, just for anything that they don't want to do but also the past memories. I feel frustrated and depressed for the loss of tale. the tale just fade out when I left the school. My soul leaves me and come along with happiness, remains sorrow and envy. I am jealous of the friendship of other person, I never thought that the meaningful accompaniment is my own, still am.
I stressed on my academic achievement more than the relationship. I know that I have disability on emotion or personal relation, so that I try to fixed everytime. But it seems not effective at all, at least no comfidence on. |
