我一早就知道個結果,

係我自己唔願意去接受.

點解次次都係要我去承受現實既殘酷?

點解咩野事都唔可以如願以償?

點解次次我中意既人都唔會中意我?

或者我既命運係注定係咁,

我冇得反抗,

因為唔係你既, 始終都唔係你既.

冇得強求.

或者細妹講得岩,

愛情呢D野唔好去強求,

反而你唔強求既時候, 佢會悄悄降臨係你既身上.

我要戒,

我要戒,

我要戒甩佢.

我居然中意左一個同學,

個個同學仲要係識左冇幾耐既.

可能我係覺得佢新鮮, 外表型.

同埋起碼佢會應我,

但我唔可以再咁落去!

我而加變左日日去WHATSAPP睇佢最後上線時間,

仲要控制唔到自己去同佢講野!

仲要奢望佢都對我有好感!

oh my goodness!

唔該自己醒少少啦,

點會佢都會中意埋你一份!

點會佢會中意我咁既貨色!

點解自己咩都唔理死衝過去!!!

明知自己既直覺唔準,

明知自己根本就唔突出,

明知自己棣衰,

明知自己根本唔適合談戀愛,

明知自己根本唔配做佢既女朋友,

點解係都要唸呢D野?

點解唔可以專心D?

點解要咁樣折磨自己?

明知冇可能發生既事,

點解自己偏要係個邊度幻想,

明知冇可能發生既事,

點解自己偏要覺得有可能發生,

明知冇可能發生既事,

點解自己偏要向上天祈求奇蹟降臨,

...

但事實始終都係事實,

事實上佢冇可能中意自己,

事實上我根本唔值得被愛,

事實上所有好野都唔會發生係我身上.

放棄吧,

投降吧,

唔好再發無謂既白日夢,

唔好再發姣,

唔係你既, 始終唔係你既,

你點幻想, 你點做, 事實都唔會改變.

上天都唔會因為你既奢求而去改變自己既命運,

唔會因為你既慾望而去滿足自己.

還是專心讀書吧,

只有讀書, 考試先可以麻醉自己

唔好再唸呢D根本唔會發生係自己身上既事!

do you know you have an ablility that is always attractive?

do you know your action, your replies are so important and attractive?

do you know i always look at you, think of you?

...

i think i fall in love with you.

but,

i know you dont have the same feeling as mine.

everyday i just wish you can send me a message,

but i just can't wait and send you a message.

i have to get rid of all these thoughts and motions and actions.

i have to.

i have to.

i have to.

who else will love me forever?

who else loves me?

no.

no.

no.

i havent tried to love someone who loves me too.

never,

never,

i think i will never meet this guy.

"I was thinking about you,
Thinking about me, Thinking about us,
What we gonna be? Open my eyes,
It was only just a dream."