一切都係我自己攞黎既.

一切都係我自己攞黎既.

一切都係我自己攞黎既.

自以為好勁,

自以為一個去參加都得,

自以為呢項運動係自己強項,

哈,

點知一切唔係如自己所願,

點知一切黎到原來係唔開心既,

我可以點做?

哈,

係自己自願參加呢樣活動,

參加左, 就算受傷, 就算有幾唔開心,

都唔可以退出,

退出只會代表自己軟弱,

退出只會代表自己經唔起考驗,

我要撐落去!

自己攞黎既結果, 就要自己黎承擔!

唔係人地唔專業,

只係自己唔屬於個度,

只係自己不自量力,

即使事實擺係眼前,

即使身邊既參加者對你不屑、當你冇到,

即使有幾唔開心,

參加左就一定要捱到最後!

放棄只會令自己更難堪!

Be realistic and,

Keep your eyes open.

am i too serious about the exam results?

i just want to prepare for the exam,

why do they think i am too diligent?

i am so tired...

so tired about how to interact with people...

i know its bad for me....

it will make me become friendless...

but i am speechless when being with them....

how come i will bocome like that??

so reticent, so pessimistic, so lonely.....

i try to change my attitude...., but nothing changes.

exam results, friends, which are important for me?

may be i am deserved to be alone forever.

whenever i try hard to change, its useless...

whenever i try hard to change, no one can see it...

and no one is willing to give me a hand.

聽日既所謂gathering,

我唸一定會唔開心收場,

明明係唸住4個人既普通聯誼,

之後竟然變左6個人...

多人係熱鬧既, 我都唔介意多D人,

多左既兩個人都係我既朋友,

其中一個仲要係熟既,

但我都係覺得失落....

點解?

係因為其中一個問都唔問我就約多另外兩個?

係因為我覺得我係佢地心中唔重要? 係佢地心中並唔係好朋友?

係因為我覺得我好似俾人玩, 俾人點黎做野,

我唔介意幫佢地book場,

但佢地冇通知我會加幾多個人呢樣野,

係令我覺得最嬲...,

因為搞到我好似奉旨要幫佢地book場....

係既, 我係咁小氣, 咁唔大方, 咁小心眼,

可能係因為唔服自己原來咁唔受歡迎,

唔服自己人緣差...

原來大家係彼此心中既地位係唔同的!

大家既圈子唔同,

佢地既圈子好大, 但我只有佢地...

所以我會當佢地係好友, 佢地只會當我係普通朋友,

原來我係佢地心中係毫不顯眼既一個!

從來我都係被忽略既一個!

我值得有咁既感受咩?

我值得向佢地講呢番話咩?

我值得被佢地熱情對待咩?

你對人地好,

人地未必對你好,

因為佢地會覺得呢個係理所當然...