今天仍是很凍，很凍。還要一早爬起床去醫院做化療，身體就是不大想郁動吧了，結果還是掙扎起來。這嚴寒的天氣下還要去這些感覺比較冷的地方，抗拒是可以理解的。驗血報告說今日可以化療，許醫師說我的肝腎功能還要比正常的人好呢。

經過上次的嘔吐的經驗，今午只吃了少量的粥，以免化療時有反胃的感覺。當遞上左手給姑娘打豆的時候，她的針拮在手背兩次都找不到通順的血管，因為血管經過多次的化療已大多纖維化或塞了，已痛得我嘩嘩大叫。只得放棄左手，改用右手。好不容易在較近手碗位置找到了較為通順的血管，她還對我說說：“早D拮右手就不用同隻左手「週旋」吧！下次記得遞隻右手比我啦。”真比她氣壞。所以左手就此“壯烈犧牲”了。

今次是第十一次化療，還有一次就完成這個療程了。在接近完成的這些時候，心中常有著一個疑問？這個療程是否真的能夠清走我體內的EB病毒呢？現我心內就時有這個問號。我是應該對醫生及自己有足夠的信心，往後的事無人可預料及估計，但是這個矛盾時不時都係我心內盤旋，顯然情緒有點兒不安。希望這個情緒不安的感覺會很快隨著好消息而消失吧。

一如以往，化完療很累。回家休息直到第日。

The weather is continiously cold. I felt difficulties to wake up in early morning. But I have to because I need to go hospital for chemotheraphy today.  I stuggled from the bed.  It is not a good feeling to go to such a 'cold' place under the cold temperature.  The blood result showed a good standard of me. Also the doctor told me that my renal and the liver are in good condition rather than a normal person.

I ate a little this afternoon to present spit again.  But when I gave my left hand to the nurse, her noodle put into twice without success.  It was very painful to have two wounds on the left hand.  At last, she gave up my left hand and tried my right hand.  It was in success.   She said: "your blood pipes on left hand have been fully conjested, next time please let me try your right hand." Oh! shit!  So, my left hand will not use for chemo again.

This is the 11th treatment and the last one will be coming soonest.  As the ending date is closed, I have a question in heart.  I am thinking that: will this serious of treatment really help me to destroy the EB disease? I always raise this question myself and feel scared.  I knew I should have much confidence not only on the doctor, but also on myself. I must be brave enough to face any difficulties and overcome them.  No one can know what will be happen in future.  The struggle over my heart and brain makes me sometimes afraid of such dreads.  I hope the good news of my health will push this great fear out of my heart. 

As usual, after the treatment, I was so tired and sleep over until next day.

今日係２００８年的第一日，天氣很寒冷，我想沙田只得７求度吧了。因為天氣實在是很凍，為了保重身體明天可以去化療，所以缺席同曦曦一同去行山。

今早同一個舊同學同一個中大同事飲茶聚舊。飲完茶還先後到她們的家中繼續傾談。道別後，我倆吃了一個豐富的新年大餐。之後閒逛一輪後就買了新電視機，可算是一個昂貴的新年禮物吧。

祝各位有一個美好開始的２００８年。

Today is the first day of the year 2008.  The weather was so cold with 10 degrees. I think there is only 7 degree in Shatin.  Because of the cold weather and in order to have a good status for tomorrow's chemotheraphy, so I did not go to hiking with Hei hei today.

I have had chinese tea with my former classmate and a CU colleage in Shatin.  We have not met for a long time so we talked much time. After the tea, we went to their home respectively to continue our chat. Near the evening, We have had the new year meal with spagetti.  After the meal, we bought a new LCD TV. I think this is a very expensive new year present.

May I wish all of you a very good start of the year 2008.

今日係２００７年的最後一天。對我來說，今年一定是極度難忘的一年，也是過得最快的一年。轉眼從患病至今已足足有一年了，而放病假亦都已經有九個半月。

這一年的感受是多麼複雜，可用悲喜交雜來形容。悠記得１月的八間大學的羽毛球比賽（當時還不知已患病），天氣是冷得很但沒有冷卻我校奪標的信心，我還替中大出戰了兩場穫勝呢！結果是中大得了全場總冠軍。接著２月是要應付公開大學的考試，經過閉關一星期溫習，我是很有信心的（及後得知已過關了）。考試過後便得到敞壞的消息了．．．．．好像是昨日的事情，時間就是這麼快地溜走。

當然我是充滿希望２００８年係我美好的一年，身體健康，個病好番晒。亦在此衷心多謝喺我耕辛抗癌的時候曾經關心、支持、及探望過我的各方親朋好友。有了你們的鼓勵及關懷，令我信心加倍提升地面對療程。

慬祝各人來年有著美好的日子，生活愉快及身體康健。

Here comes to an end of 2007!  In view of mine, it's really a hard and memorial year. Also, a fast year!  I have had the sickness over a year and the sick leave I took was over 9 months.

I felt very complicated with happy and sad this year.  In January, I joined the badminton tournament which was competed by 8 universities in HK.  I played two games and won.  At last, our university won the champion and our team were very very happy when holding the champion cup for photos (I didn't know I have had the illness at that time).  In February, I stay at home for a week because I had to attend the examination in Open University. Later, I knew I have passed the subject.  (Happy again!).  In mid February, I knew the bad news.........  it seemed happening yesterday, time goes very fast.

I really wish the year 2008 will give me hopes.  I will get well and have healthy body.  Actually, I think I need to thank you all the people who have show their concerns, supports and visits to me during my sickness throughout this year.  In addition to your encouragement and patient, I fully have much confidence to fight with the sickness.

May I wish all of you have a healthy and prosperous year of 2008.