近排即係冇打日記個排發生左好多野ar...一時見返d唔想見的人..一時又好開心,,,
但係總括d黎講我唔開心的比開心的多lo..見返一個唔想見的人..令我諗返起好多唔
想諗起的野..淡忘左的野係我腦海中出現..真係好痛苦..最慘的我個心同個腦的諗發
係唔同lo..想令人唔擔心...但係次次都過唔到自己ar.."佢"口話唔介意..我就真係信"佢"
唔介意...但係唔知點解我好想信的...心裹面好似唔信咁..好la..我開始唔介意呢件事
la..我又口不對心..講的同心的野唔到..我真係覺得自己好煩ar..好想話自己打自己
封閉自己....想收埋自己唔比人見..一直咁訓...訓到我唔會口不對心..但係我知冇可能
我好似一直想避"佢"同埋黑人憎(我唔想見的人)咁...好似唔知點咁..我知我唔係想避"佢"
個人的..因為我個心係知道我時時都想見到"佢"..又點會想避"佢"呢..但係我好似覺得欠左
"佢"咁ar..咩都過唔到自己..我好煩ar..除左"佢"..我想避的仲有黑人憎..真係唔知我地算係
有緣定咩..咁都見返..見到佢我仲好憎佢ar..好想見唔到佢..好想當冇識過呢個人..可惜的
又係冇可能發生..我真係好憎佢..我好憎佢ar..但係憎佢真係好辛苦ar..過左幾日開始慢慢
忘記佢..點知黑仔的一日..撞到腳..比ar sir屈左2次..比miss沂左一次..緊住見返佢....好痛
苦..緊住仲撞埋車..次次見返佢都咁黑仔..緊住想忘記..個腦講我知忘記左..但近幾日個心都
好似有d唔舒服ar...成日心不在然...慘la..咁搞ar..好煩的..我唔知點做..我唔想憎黑人憎...
我唔想個心唔舒服ar..我唔想咁ar...我更加唔想避開"佢"...好苦惱...唔唔講左咁多之前的野
就講返金日la..本先都算幾開心的...但係唔知幾時比隻蚊咬左..仲要唔係普通的蚊..痛到我咩咁
小小的傷口..痛左我2堂ar..仲要痛到我訓係到ar..好辛苦ar..佢又冇lala走d血水出黎...真係好好
好好痛ar..小息la..冇咁痛la.."佢"行埋黎問我咩時訓係到..我話冇野"佢又問多次"我咪比佢睇個
個小小的傷口..緊住話痛到訓係到lo..緊住"佢"話我吹水..唔信我bo...都唔明d人點解成日唔信我..
我講真個時佢地要唔信我..我講假的又話我唔當佢地係fd..想點ar..我好激氣ar..我咪同"佢"講你唔
信就算lo...講你又唔信..唔信咪問apple..緊住我叫左apple過黎..問apple頭先我咪痛到訓左係到..緊
住apple話係la.."佢"先信我..我咪諗住唔理"佢"lo..佢又同我say sor..我又唔想嬲佢咪原諒"佢"但係個
時我真係好激氣..咁小的野都唔信我..大件事d的點算ar>,<..好嬲..個心又有d唔舒服..但係算la..鬼叫我唔
想嬲"佢"..唔想見到佢唔開心咩..緊住都冇咩特別好題的野... |
