God must have played me, near but far... I'm afraid of you, you know? 

Pertured . Dread . Despair .

I want a halt.

Too sleepy, no concentration for all lessons, especially the tutorial class, CONFUSING!!! Haunted by some words...

Quail at your ignorance and coldness, I love the words. I won't hesitate anymore, best friend forever~Pardon Me ...

Friends~be careful to your bodies, germs are everywhere, don't get ill, I 'll worry about you. Ray, hope you can recover soon.  

Can you tell me, softly
How you always haunt me
Can you help me Hold me
Come to me now, slowly
You caress me, smoothly
Calm my fears and soothe me
Move your hands across me
Take my worries from me
I will sacrifice
I will sacrifice
All I have in life
To clear my conscience
I will sacrifice
I will sacrifice
All I have in life
Sacrifice, sacrifice

2 UE, 4 free lessons, 2 for talking, 2 for striving on "matching", then P.E., so a humdrum day. No mood for studying, I am dying. He seldom replys, it's what I made; even though he hates me, he ought to. I always go off into wild flights of fancy...  

Thanks for Venus' kiss.

Yesterday I've been HKU, watched "Inside deep throat" in UA Admiralty, had a dinner at Stanley, it was really a noble enjoyment. But at the end of the day, we had a little argument, fortunately we subsided. Will our love fade?

I remembered a card, which had "Happy Anniversary" on it. That is the only card for such a purpose, but those words inside are fairy tale, I can't blame anyone and I know it's my fault, I hurt him. Now I can always go everywhere I like, but it doesn't mean anything, those days were also beautiful, right?? I should forget the past, you won't bring me to your mind anymore.

Bun, hope we can FRIENDSHIP FOREVER~~(I am not staunch, I need you some time)

The ambiguous relationship is over, your indifferent attitude and my mania is not compatible, we should go back to those days that we were not going to affect each other. I would rather disguise than deteriorate our sentiment. I would rather bypass you than disturb you. I will inhibit myself to fuss you, and render you your austere life. Daunting days must be gone, maybe tomorrow, I am adaptable.

Everything is trivial~Don't be vulnerable or sentimental, be tough! I don't know why I took you to heart, maybe it is what we called "fate". Beginning from today, time will be back to a week ago and stop there, everything will be okay...Am I feinting myself?