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2011 年 9 月 15 日  星期四   晴天


2011-09-15 分類: 未分類

我又再崩潰了。

結果今次到我在輕鐵上哭了一頓,

不過應該沒有人看到的。

有點想融冰了,受不了,

可此刻已冰峰三呎,已不再是自己的能力範圍能做到了。

再加上不斷的自我洗腦,說自己不斷在製造麻煩,

倒不如就如此下去吧... 至於做不做到是另一個問題。

只不過我已不知道這兩條剩下的路,那一條才叫好,

又或是我還有沒有權利選擇...

用打機,音樂,什麼是讀書就可以麻木掉嗎,

最少對我來說,完全無效。

想起以後也要這樣,我不願意,我不想。

心裡鮮有的一大堆不明白,我根本不知道如何處理。

或者有些事我被暪住了,才使這一切發生,

或者有些錯還是要重覆犯上,有些歷史還是要重演,

可我已從主導變成了被控制,再變成了旁觀者。

我,什麼都做不了...

我又再崩潰了。



2011 年 9 月 10 日  星期六   晴天


2011-09-10 分類: 未分類

 

there’s a fire starting in my heart
reaching a fever pitch, and it’s bringing me out the dark
finally i can see you crystal clear
go ahead and sell me out and i’ll lay your shit bare
see how i’ll leave with every piece of you
don’t underestimate the things that i will do

there’s a fire starting in my heart
reaching a fever pitch
and it’s bringing me out the dark

the scars of your love remind me of us
they keep me thinking that we almost had it all
the scars of your love, they leave me breathless
i can’t help feeling
we could have had it all
rolling in the deep
(tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
you had my heart inside of your hand
(you’re gonna wish you never had met me)
and you played it to the beat
(tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

baby, i have no story to be told
but i’ve heard one of you
and i’m gonna make your head burn
think of me in the depths of your despair
making a home down there
as mine sure won’t be shared

the scars of your love remind me of us
they keep me thinking that we almost had it all
the scars of your love, they leave me breathless
i can’t help feeling
we could have had it all
rolling in the deep
(tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
you had my heart inside of your hand
(you’re gonna wish you never had met me)
and you played it to the beat
(tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
we could have had it all
rolling in the deep
you had my heart inside of your hand
but you played it with a beating

throw your soul through every open door
count your blessings to find what you look for
turn my sorrow into treasured gold
you pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

(you’re gonna wish you never had met me)
we could have had it all
(tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
we could have had it all
(you’re gonna wish you never had met me)
it all, it all, it all
(tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

we could have had it all
(you’re gonna wish you never had met me)
rolling in the deep
(tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
you had my heart inside of your hand
(you’re gonna wish you never had met me)
and you played it to the beat
(tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

you could have had it all
(you’re gonna wish you never had met me)
rolling in the deep
(tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
you had my heart inside of your hand
(you’re gonna wish you never had met me)

but you played it
you played it
you played it
you played it to the beat

===================================

the lyrics said it all..

never,ever fucking lie to me..

As the prediction has written, I know that is gonna happened..

And by the time, I would do what I planed 

and apart from that.. I know I couldnt care less

just for the fact that i dont want to.

you may not take me..

eventhough i have already broken down..

but as no one is fucking caring 

so do I



2011 年 9 月 8 日  星期四   晴天


2011-09-08 分類: 未分類

演唱會後兩日...還在回味中呢...

番學開始要溫書了...仲有好多野未做...

雖然冇咩心機..但都要逼自己做下野了..

=======================================

沉默是最後的答案..

我知道的了...

I don't afraid of losing..

cause i have nothing left to lose...

冇得睇套戲有點可惜..

但也沒辦法呀...



2011 年 9 月 7 日  星期三   晴天


2011-09-07 分類: 未分類

 或者因為我再也沒有利用價值..

或者是因為我的錯..

不過算了..既然妳都做得如此的絕..

我也無謂多問了...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

放心吧..我再也不會找妳的了...

如果這是閣下想帶出的訊息的話...

雖然其實我不明白..



2011 年 9 月 2 日  星期五   晴天


2011-09-02 分類: 未分類



2011 年 8 月 31 日  星期三   晴天


2011-08-31 分類: 未分類

 果然是這樣...

我果然不值得被關注...

難道真的天真的以為自己的存在有意義嗎..

從夢中醒來了..

在現實醒來了嗎?



2011 年 8 月 24 日  星期三   晴天


2011-08-24 分類: 未分類

 我究竟被人當成什麼...

又是這種..有口難言的感覺...

 還是不能說吧..

 



2011 年 8 月 23 日  星期二   晴天


2011-08-23 分類: 未分類

 就和我想的完全一樣...

自己嬲完就算了...都沒什麼好說的...



2011 年 8 月 10 日  星期三   晴天


2011-08-10 分類: 未分類

 back to loneliness..



2011 年 8 月 5 日  星期五   晴天


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