Already discouraged after 3 days...
m2 test, still sucked because of my nervousness..
I couldn't even remembered how to mutilply the matrices at the beginning...
It took me quite a long while for me to get into position...
and finally i only did a little more than half of all the questions...
Stil sucks at M2, eventhough I had practiced so much...
chemistry and English... nothing special...
chinese...the SBA results were back...
I know I was gonna failed... and it truely does...
I even felt happy because I still got 42 out of 100...
After I wrote that, the only word I can used to describle my work is "crap"...
I even thought I will only got 20 something...
And it was a surprise that our good friend was the one who got 16... horrible..
since the base is 10....
the last two lessons is phy...
doing some exercise.. slowly...
i admitted i am stingy... but so what?
You are not nessisary to do anything like that...
If you did that intentionally just to diss me, well, you succeed; If not, you didn't even care about my existence..
but except myself, who would ever cared about my feelings?
All I could do is to do something else... to make myself less painful...
You will never know how much pain you can bring to me, don't you?...
actually everything I say will only worsen the situation..
but without these words, I just can't concentrate on anything else...
may be it is fate... I message I wanted to bring, they never reaches your eyesight...(last article)
well... forget it...
So, I let go watchin' you,
Turn your back like you always do,
face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you are all that I've got... ~~~~♪ Linkin Park - Faint
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