I apologize for not uploading the diaries fore many days
The reason for this because of my mum is watching TV from the internet everynight
Therefore, I couldn't use the computer
Also, my school started two days ago.
The life in high school is fun, but worrying
Ialways have to make my own decisions
and there will be no returns
I hate that a lot
I don't want to do that
First, I was going to join the tennis team
but I thought it was too hard and I am not good enough
I quit
Then, it is cross country
but it wasn't my fault.
The coach thought my schedule is too tight
I will pull myself too hard if I join the team
He told me to think about that again
I think i am not going to make it either
I really think that I am a loser
I can't do anything I want
Oh well, Melancholy is over
Now, I am using my own laptop that the school gave to us for FREE.
that is why I can't type it in chinese
Today it is Ok with me
Nothing special |
